Honestly, it's probably the only thing I'm not afraid of. Thinking about my own death is actually what makes me feel better. A relief that it'll be over soon. I'm afraid of the consequences of a failed attempt.
I'm actually quite scared of the process. That's why I'm looking for a peaceful method. I've tried partial hanging before but it was so stressful and my SI kicked in. I'd like to just fall asleep and not wake up, anything traumatic doesn't seem to work for me
I'm afraid of dying, but when I imagine it as going home to my childhood house, walking up the driveway, and seeing my family there like we used to be, I feel at peace.
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