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crazy1

crazy1

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Mar 2, 2020
65
Death is scary for sure, but living feels scarier to me.
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
Oct 26, 2019
934
Yes but it seems like a logical solution @ this point in my life. It'd solve all my problems. Hah.
 
the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
Honestly, it's probably the only thing I'm not afraid of. Thinking about my own death is actually what makes me feel better. A relief that it'll be over soon. I'm afraid of the consequences of a failed attempt.
 
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Clut

Clut

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Feb 28, 2020
68
I'm actually quite scared of the process. That's why I'm looking for a peaceful method. I've tried partial hanging before but it was so stressful and my SI kicked in. I'd like to just fall asleep and not wake up, anything traumatic doesn't seem to work for me
 
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peacefighter

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Jan 7, 2020
18
Stood on a cliff edge for an hour today . Want it so much. Why can't I flipping do the one thing I want more than anything else in the world?
 
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Ijustwantpeace

Member
Feb 21, 2020
30
Anyone that says no is lying. Thats all there is to it. You can be less afraid, sure. Thats about it.
 
departing

departing

Enlightened
Jul 5, 2019
1,502
Stood on a cliff edge for an hour today . Want it so much. Why can't I flipping do the one thing I want more than anything else in the world?
I did that for a few hours one day. I left more frustrated than ever. Death would have been assured. I should try again when it's dark.
 
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peacefighter

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Jan 7, 2020
18
I did that for a few hours one day. I left more frustrated than ever. Death would have been assured. I should try again when it's dark.
Just keep going over and over it again, willing myself to jump.
 
ghostspace

ghostspace

ghost space, ghosts pace
Feb 10, 2020
410
I'm afraid of dying, but when I imagine it as going home to my childhood house, walking up the driveway, and seeing my family there like we used to be, I feel at peace.
 

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