Unicr0n
Stuck in a black hole...
- Mar 26, 2024
- 259
1. It would be morally and ethically wrong to reproduce with flawed genes. I am a supporter of some eugenics [karyotyping, gene modification pre-birth and post-birth, that sort of thing]. I would not have been born based on my standards. I will never reproduce as a result [also, I'm asexual and literally cannot get aroused so sex would not be possible]. Due to this, I automatically have no value to 50% of the human population.So why do you want to ctb
2. Autism.
3. Despite having an above average IQ, I seem to have some form of intellectual disability that screws with my ability to perform tasks that normal individuals have no troubles with. I don't know what it is; it makes me feel useless. I often have to repeat experiments because of this. The ADHD might be a factor in this despite being medicated. It makes me feel useless and I believe that if you can't contribute something to this earth then maybe you should stop wasting its resources. I contribute art but I still feel worthless, useless, hopeless.
4. I harm people more than help them. Considering the history of my life, people ultimately would have been better off had I not been born. Every single person in my family. Every single person I've met.
5. I realise I don't belong in this world.
Two reasons haven't killed myself yet: my dog [I don't trust people to keep him at a healthy weight and to keep him active... >60% of dogs and cats are overweight] and I have a fear that it might be the worst mistake I could make. My death will harm more people [my family].