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boldarnold
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- Dec 18, 2021
- 17
Hello everyone , so i've been thinking about ctb for more than a year now , when emotional and rational , so I know my decision is not purely emotional , last year I got diagnosed with 3 physicall ilnesses , 2 of which you can live with but the other one makes it impossible to live , asthma , and a rare condition called BFS ( Benign fasciculation syndrome ) , and Keratoconus , an eye disease that affects the structure of the cornea, resulting in loss of vision , the latter made my life unbearable to live , along side with all of this , I got no one , and the person I loved the most left me a month ago , you can imagine what all of this can do to someone in his 20s , was full of live and passion and hope , are these enough reasons to ctb or i'm missing something here ?