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tanaka10

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Hi everyone, I'm looking for Telegram, Discord, Reddit, or other accounts about the CTB. How can I access them? (I imagine that SASU is just the tip of the iceberg and that there are other, more hidden communities)

Thanks in advance for your replies.
I also have another question: are there any other manuals besides the PPHE? Thanks.
 
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JustBeingDramatic

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commenting to follow this post, im curious too
 
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Snailey

Snailey

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Typically communities will invite you to those once you become more involved in the site, or mingle more with the regulars.

I know theres a few tg groups for people who are serious about SN, and a few discord groups. But you have to do your own digging or ask around privately.
 
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tanaka10

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Aug 6, 2024
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Typically communities will invite you to those once you become more involved in the site, or mingle more with the regulars.

I know theres a few tg groups for people who are serious about SN, and a few discord groups. But you have to do your own digging or ask around privately.
I don't know anyone who can give me access to it.
 
Snailey

Snailey

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Jan 25, 2026
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I don't know anyone who can give me access to it.
sorry, any community that has hidden communities work like this.

Theres a reason a lot of them are invite only. Probably due to the constant surveillance by feds and youtubers.

Try posting more to get access to the site chat, then go from there.
 
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tanaka10

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Aug 6, 2024
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sorry, any community that has hidden communities work like this.

Theres a reason a lot of them are invite only. Probably due to the constant surveillance by feds and youtubers.

Try posting more to get access to the site chat, then go from there.
How many publications are needed?
 
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tanaka10

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Does nobody really know a good Discord server?
 
azuyukawhat

azuyukawhat

I see no light in the future
Jan 11, 2026
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I really want to join a discord server if you guys have one
 
houseofleaves

houseofleaves

how's life treating ya?
Jan 14, 2022
636
Hi everyone, I'm looking for Telegram, Discord, Reddit, or other accounts about the CTB. How can I access them? (I imagine that SASU is just the tip of the iceberg and that there are other, more hidden communities)
am I the only one for whom the question sounds weird? it's not a treasure hunt, you know. i hope i am mistaken but it sounds like you're gathering material for an "entertaining" video, in which case - please don't.
 
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tanaka10

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am I the only one for whom the question sounds weird? it's not a treasure hunt, you know. i hope i am mistaken but it sounds like you're gathering material for an "entertaining" video, in which case - please don't.
No, lol, I don't make videos, but I'm looking for a real community focused on the method. I've tried posting several questions that have gone unanswered, and I want to talk to people face-to-face. It's not a treasure hunt like you say, but an urgent need for advice.
 
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purebliss

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"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
457
I am also interested in this.

Not for SN, though. I already got that
I think I have been "credible" enough now with my posts here that are very indepth.
I really want to find a Nembutal vendor. No matter how "dirty" that person is.
So that would be the only community I would be really interested in.


Else I will just go via the Heath Ledger method
 
thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
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Typically communities will invite you to those once you become more involved in the site, or mingle more with the regulars.

I know theres a few tg groups for people who are serious about SN, and a few discord groups. But you have to do your own digging or ask around privately.
admin made a post about this becareful guys
however I do actually want a community like that too groups or discord servers will be neat but like

Snailey

said those are usually underground and only invite only I mean you can always find discord server with suicidal people I've been in one server full of cutters and suicidal people once I found by browsing disboard and searching tags like tumblr, bpd, femcel, incel and those kinda of terms know it sounds dumb but please avoid those NO NEED TO TRY THAT THOSE DISCORD SERVERS ARE HORRIBLE BRUH I'VE BEEN THERE
 
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May 18, 2026
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As someone who's lurked for a while and only made my account recently I can't really blame ppl for not being trustful of there's shitty people just trying to lure / take advantage of. It's bad enough being in the circumstances that lead to being here. I wish bad actors and pro life hypocrites would leave us alone
 
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thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
146
I wish bad actors and pro life hypocrites would leave us alone
it will be nice if the forum was underground in a way that lets those people out but apparently users and admins like to keep the forum available to anyone publicly which at the same time draws those bad actors attention here cause why not it's just there and easy access
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
980
/suicide watch on reddit
 
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Zikelir

Zikelir

Member
Dec 3, 2023
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I am also interested in this.

Not for SN, though. I already got that
I think I have been "credible" enough now with my posts here that are very indepth.
I really want to find a Nembutal vendor. No matter how "dirty" that person is.
So that would be the only community I would be really interested in.


Else I will just go via the Heath Ledger method
Nembutal is almost impossible to find.
 

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