Anything you want to do in your life before you ctb?

[marcusuk63]

Yeah, have a massive heart attack and die .

Sorry Flume. Very few, including the A listers make money as a musician. They make it from touring, and even with that, only the big names make money. Madonna, and Celine Dion had to cancel gigs due to lack of sales.

True musicians are in the business because making music is what they are. Just as a painter has to paint even if nobody sees it.

Also, many musicians, who are considered successful, have day jobs. It's just the way of the works now.

Very true , i work setting up Humber St. Sesh in my home town once a year so i know a lot of bands/musicians a very long hard couple of weeks work for two
nights of music
One of the local headliners has records out and tours all over the world but two of them still work as a barmen in my brothers live venue pub (the black delta movement)

 

[Jean4]

Since I was little, I always knew I was not supposed to be an American, and was meant to live in the UK. Who knows. Maybe if I did, I would have been happier and wouldn't be here now.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Do you think how you goes matter? I would like to be not scared and at peace but not sure how plausible that is.

If society was compassionate and humane, we wouldn't have to sneak around like criminals to end our lives!

 

[Conker]

A lot of drugs & some travel along with speedrunning.

 

[FracturedSeraphim]

Other than make sure my daughter is safe.
Other than make sure my daughter is safe... The week of, I want to finally be truly reckless. Try drugs for the first time. Have some meaningless sex under the influence probably. Just so I can say I know what it feels like.

 

[Anathema]

Perform surgery on myself!

 

[PartingGlass]

It's cliche but... I want someone to love me.

 

[waterbottleman]

Hire some sex workers and get laid.

Have not touched the warm alluring flesh of a woman in any intimat/sexual sense in 10 years. Who knows, maybe I'll actually bother to get help instead of ctbing.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Travel to Peru and New Zealand, participate in an ayahuasca ceremony, maybe fall in love again, learn to drive, stargaze in the desert, I'm sure I could think of more..I've lived a rather unfulfilled life.

 

[less than]

Travel around the world would be my favorite, especially in countries with wide, deserted landscapes with a rough and wild nature like in Siberia, Mongolia, Greenland or Iceland.

 

[HereToday]

There are plenty of things I'd like to do or see beforehand but I'm not in the right state of mind to enjoy or appreciate any of it. Also money lol

 

[Return2Dust]

I'd like to try

yes love dmt, do you have any beliefs about life after death?

My interest is peaked. Now, I'm going to be on a dmt hunt. Didn't care for mushrooms though.
Fly in a helicopter over somewhere beautiful.

 

[Glockman]

Do you think how you goes matter? I would like to be not scared and at peace but not sure how plausible that is.

Great question. I am a very angry guy. I thought about getting a playlist together of all my angry songs and just dwell on that right before I pull the trigger. But I think I'm rethinking that course. I think I'm going to put together a list of beautiful, touching songs and try to go out with peaceful thoughts.

 

[Lethe]

Surprised to see so many psychedelics in this thread. I'm going to be trying Psilocybin in about a month, a last-ditch effort to get rid of depression. I'd like to try Ayahuasca at one point too.

 

[Farmmaa]

I've always wanted to travel, experience different cultures, keep a photo journal of the people and places.
But, it apparently was not meant to be

 

[Victor.K]

For me it would have been to travel to North Korea, Cuba, China, Vietnam, Russia and Transnistria. I would have loved to visit the Soviet Union and East Germany if they still existed too. I guess I'll pay them a visit in Heaven

It's cliche but... I want someone to love me.

Welcome to the gang bro

 

[Nem]

The usual, take out a few drs etc. Nothing crazy or far fetched
peace/hugs

 

[hellopeople]

Not much actually, I already traveled, had friends, sex, drugs, etc. Nothing excites me anymore. So the quicker I'll leave this world the better. Would like some KFC or bbq pizza before that tho, still love trash food.

 

[any%]

If you are depressed i wont do shrooms or LSD, it'll give you a horror trip and intensify your bad feelings.

Molly at a fine rave with good music is a better try.

Please stop making up things and stop spreading panic propaganda. What I read out of that is that you personally are not suited at all for psychedelics. Do not just project from yourself onto others. You sound like a someone that had a car accident and now is warning everyone else that driving will get you hurt, but taking the bus is ok, because so far you did not get into a bus accident.

 

[MysticPerception]

I've always wanted to adopt and raise a child filling them with love and kindness hoping against all odds they don't end up like me. Obviously I'm not going to do that before I ctb but that's the closest thing I could think of.

 

[R_N]

I done everything I love already. There are always more distractions to occupy yourself with but It isn't neccessary for me. I done what I liked and I hope I die somehow now.

 

[voyager]

Spaceflight and die out there, ofc. Unrealistic, so I thought about a suicide holiday. First I'd see some escorts. Then I'd travel to some stations of my life, followed by traveling to some beautiful places I haven't been yet, spend some cash on food and fun, and eventually do the deed somewhere around there. The end would've been similar to the one below.

Thing is though, the closer I get to ctb the less I care really. A gun, a rope, some music and movies, a bottle or two of JD and a small farewell party in some secluded place is my ideal now.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Become a helicopter medic. Go to Asia. Start my own business.

 

[Soulstax]

Not really. The moment I ctb, I will no longer have those desires and it won't matter to me anymore. Might as well just get it over with so I can lay in eternal rest.

 

[porfin1234]

Sorry Flume. Very few, including the A listers make money as a musician. They make it from touring, and even with that, only the big names make money. Madonna, and Celine Dion had to cancel gigs due to lack of sales.

True musicians are in the business because making music is what they are. Just as a painter has to paint even if nobody sees it.

Also, many musicians, who are considered successful, have day jobs. It's just the way of the works now.

Yup.. I have a friend in a band that does a lot of music and performs but he is also an engineer.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I'd like to know how SN tastes.

 

[Broken Chimera]

I would like to travel to Japan and would like take a DMT trip.

 

[Eren]

Not really, I have no motivation for anything

 

[Glockman]

Please stop making up things and stop spreading panic propaganda. What I read out of that is that you personally are not suited at all for psychedelics. Do not just project from yourself onto others. You sound like a someone that had a car accident and now is warning everyone else that driving will get you hurt, but taking the bus is ok, because so far you did not get into a bus accident.

State of mind is very important when doing shrooms. I've done them many times, and they have given me some short term relief from my depression, but I've had a few bad trips. The worst times on shrooms were always when I had a bad state of mind.
For long term help with depression, ketamine treatments under the supervision of a doctor might be a better option but it is expensive.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Travel more. Just not sure if I will enjoy it.