Anything I should add for my ctb plan?

[sunshine4]

Hello. I am testing my SN today. I booked a hotel for tomorrow and finishing my note. I will clear my history and cache so people do not find this website. Anything else I am missing?

 

[Vizzy]

Hello. I am testing my SN today. I booked a hotel for tomorrow and finishing my note. I will clear my history and cache so people do not find this website. Anything else I am missing?

Are you gonna do aquarium strip test and blood test?

Just make sure your sn procedure in order, can you post your sn procedure which will be helpful?

Hope everything go as you planned and find peace

 

[sunshine4]

Are you gonna do aquarium strip test and blood test?

Just make sure your sn procedure in order, can you post your sn procedure which will be helpful?

Hope everything go as you planned and find peace

I am trying to go to the store to find an aquarium test today. If that is unsuccessful I will do a blood test. I plan on doing the Stat method from Stan, with a 24 hour fast. I only have SN, meto and ibuprofen and no benzo. I know there will be anxiety and will try to be mentally prepared -- that is what I'm most concerned about. Will have an emergency glass. Thanks for asking about the sn procedure btw

 

[Vizzy]

I am trying to go to the store to find an aquarium test today. If that is unsuccessful I will do a blood test. I plan on doing the Stat method from Stan, with a 24 hour fast. I only have SN, meto and ibuprofen and no benzo. I know there will be anxiety and will try to be mentally prepared -- that is what I'm most concerned about. Will have an emergency glass. Thanks for asking about the sn procedure btw

Thank you

If you can update everything here until you take your sn so it can be documented and helpful to others who do sn method in the future

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck and have a pleasant journey!!

 

[MusicGuy]

If you can update with any extra info about the SN it would be awesome, hope it works and you find the peace you deserve

 

[Electronic Music]

I hope everything goes as perfectly as you intend, best of luck and much love friend.

 

[sunshine4]

My SN is SD brand that I got from Amazon last year. I was suspect that I got it so easily from Amazon last year, but I guess it was before they have cracked down. There was a negative review from a family member that someone had used it to take their life and now the listing is no longer valid, so that adds some validity for it being valid SN. However, I have performed the aquarium test several times and am getting different results each time so I am not sure what to think or do.

 

[sunshine4]

Just posted my blood test

 

[Outandproud]

Just posted my blood test

Im sorry for all you are going through right now. I guess that theres no turning back at this point. But remember you can always stop it. Theres no rush. And we will be here for you. I would like to use H for CTB but idk where to buy it

 

[sunshine4]

I am delaying my CTB until tomorrow to figure out the SN thing. I will try to see if I can get more consistent tests with the aquarium test. No rush. CTB is permanent

 

[Outandproud]

I am delaying my CTB until tomorrow to figure out the SN thing. I will try to see if I can get more consistent tests with the aquarium test. No rush. CTB is permanent

Im glad you are taking your time. Also if i were you I would try to get benzos and something to sleep. I hope you can sleep well tonight. Are you going home or staying at the hotel?

 

[sunshine4]

Im glad you are taking your time. Also if i were you I would try to get benzos and something to sleep. I hope you can sleep well tonight. Are you going home or staying at the hotel?

I don't think I would be able to get benzos in a day. I wish I could've. I never left for the hotel so I am still at home. Thank you for your kind words Rocío. I really appreciate it

 

[Outandproud]

I don't think I would be able to get benzos in a day. I wish I could've. I never left for the hotel so I am still at home. Thank you for your kind words Rocío. I really appreciate it

Have a nice night dear. Tomorrow will be another day. Thank you, for sharing with us.
Btw i use telegram to search for groups near me, to buy benzos, weed or whatever

 

[sunshine4]

I was feeling so depressed before I decided to CTB. Whenever I decide to CTB, with a date and plan, my head gets so clear and I feel so much more peaceful. There have been times before where I used the clear head to help get myself back together instead of CTB, but once the plan goes away I get depressed again. It is such an interesting thing. I feel like I can get better but I don't even care to anymore. Just venting now.

 

[Outandproud]

I was feeling so depressed before I decided to CTB. Whenever I decide to CTB, with a date and plan, my head gets so clear and I feel so much more peaceful. There have been times before where I used the clear head to help get myself back together instead of CTB, but once the plan goes away I get depressed again. It is such an interesting thing. I feel like I can get better but I don't even care to anymore. Just venting now.

Ok i listen. Never been so close to ctb as you are but it's something im gonna do eventually. As I said in the edited part, i use telegram to buy (illegally) drugs in the part of "search people near me" function and There are benzos too. For me this is my main coping mechanism.

 

[sunshine4]

Ok i listen. Never been so close to ctb as you are but it's something im gonna do eventually. As I said in the edited part, i use telegram to buy (illegally) drugs in the part of "search people near me" function and There are benzos too. For me this is my main coping mechanism.

Can I pm you about how to find people on there?

 

[Outandproud]

Can I pm you about how to find people on there?

Sure

 

[heavyeyes]

I wish you a peaceful exit

 

[MusicGuy]

Can I pm you about how to find people on there?

Pm me too please

 

[AZcardinals]

Pm me too please

Please

Im sorry for all you are going through right now. I guess that theres no turning back at this point. But remember you can always stop it. Theres no rush. And we will be here for you. I would like to use H for CTB but idk where to buy it

I was also trying to find H. But all I could find had super low percentages and were pretty much all air.

I was feeling so depressed before I decided to CTB. Whenever I decide to CTB, with a date and plan, my head gets so clear and I feel so much more peaceful. There have been times before where I used the clear head to help get myself back together instead of CTB, but once the plan goes away I get depressed again. It is such an interesting thing. I feel like I can get better but I don't even care to anymore. Just venting now.

I've noticed the same thing with me. When I feel like I know how I'm going to do it and thinking I can get the "supplies" for it I become much more relaxed knowing that I can accomplish my goal at anytime but then my anxiety flares up when I realize it's not as easy as I thought/expected to get the supplies.