anyone's life getting significantly worse like mine here?

[bbye111]

anyone's life getting significantly worse like mine here?

 

[peacetime]

My life gets worse every 2-3 years because I fall into psychosis and fuck things up, and in general I'm a depressed dude already.

 

[Lone_Traveler90]

Yes getting woesw every day

 

[vultureilse]

yeah. each day is shittier than the last. i dont understand how everything manages to just keep getting worse

 

[Sourdough]

Yes. My disease is worsening. Losing motor function and speech production. Cognition is also getting worse and I can't keep up with the speed of even subtitles on a TV show anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

I would say that it feels as though my experience of existing just gets worse as time passes, but I do think that if my existence ended up getting worse in a way that is extreme I would have to find a way to die as soon as possible. To me it's such a terrible thing how there is simply no limit as to how much we can suffer and how torturous life can get for us.

Of course as time goes on existing will get worse, it's just what happens when one ages and all that existing beings have to look forward to anyway is the deterioration that comes with old age. The existence of life really is such an incredibly disturbing thing and the fact that what we go through can potentially get worse in ways beyond how we can even imagine is why wishing to die is the most rational way to think to me. Life itself will always be the true problem no matter what and at least for me just having awareness of this world is enough to make me want to die. Life itself is such a terrible concept as everything is determined by chance after all, it's such extreme cruelty to bring existing beings into this world.

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

Yes. I'm tired of it

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

Feels worse every day. I would imagine that applies to a lot of us here

 

[bbye111]

i feel bad for everyone:(. but you know when i go out and hang out with some friends and realize were on the same boat everything seems fine... until i see myself again, alone. i think theyre starting to see me too... just something depressing and unable to take care of oneself... i fear and feel that ill lose them already...

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Yeah. My dysphoria peaks, I lose interest in all hobbies, i stop exercising, I overeat and now I am 400 lbs and hate myself even more. It's a vicious cycle.

 

[june]

When it rains, it pours

 

[YoYoYiggitiYo]

Yep, if you count the years since you've been on this slide, and like me you dread it getting bigger - the number is always getting bigger.

 

[lotus11]

Yes. I'm tired of it

exhausted.

 

[ilovebunnies]

Yes, I am chronically ill and it's gotten worse in the past few months. I don't have money to pay for my medical bills, and I am being kicked out of my abusive parents' house. I have no friends or family and no where to go.

 

[Heartbroken2022]

I feel it is difficult to get worse when you have reached rock bottom. But you slowly get used to the shit situation. That's the bad thing, your mind and body still want to remain alive.

 

[epic]

Month by month, year by year

 

[Tried-tireD]

Yep, every consecutive year gets more shittier than the last. Starting to run out of "things can't get much worse"

 

[Wannagonow]

Yes. Each year adds a new layer of frustration, sadness and a stronger desire to ctb. Just wish I could get over my fear of failure in trying to leave this world.

 

[time2fly]

My life is like a slide, only it has cheese graters on it, I keep sliding further and further down, getting skinned alive, only reason I'm holding on is because "maybe, just maybe, the cheese graters will end and it will be a normal slide again"

 

[ApproachingDeath]

Yes, I feel like it's closing in on me.

 

[Zegers]

 

[Mia11]

Always worse and no sign that it'll go better. There is no solution, no escape. There is nothing that I can do. I'm so sorry to know that you are suffering so much.

 

[aloneinwinter]

I will say, even with all my health issues, if our capitalist society weren't circling the toilet, I'd definitely have a lot more hope. I think it's pulling a LOT more people down currently than in recent years and at an increasing rate now. The exponential function.

 

[Obliviate]

I have a feeling that there is gonna be a serious increase in suicide this year because of well everything: cost of living, capitalism corruption, crimes etc

I'm just glad I'm not alone

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Unraveling bit by bit

 

[tiredone]

It only gets worse, and i am sorry for my kids i brought them into this world years ago, when it seemed not so bad. Now their future looks worse than our present.

 

[Ligottian]

Just for one moment/ I thought I'd found my way/Destiny unfolded/I watched it slip away!
- Joy Division, "Twenty-Four Hours"

I feel like this a lot.

 

[Darkover]

all my life has been doing is going down hill since the moment i was born

 

[bbye111]

anyone's life getting significantly worse like mine here?

as if life wouldn't get any worse, ill be kicked out... failed my exams, and probably wont graduate. really have to ctb.

 

[Dark Moon]

It's getting worse for me as years pass and their isn't much I can do about it and there isn't much to look forward to.