listenbeforeigo
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- Aug 6, 2023
- 6
I do not despise existence by itself, I just really really dislike my own. I think about CTBing all the time and live my life like I am certainly going to do it (postponing or not doing certain things at all because I will die anyway), but I really hope I will be reborn as someone better that is nothing of what I am like in this life. Anyone relate to that?