asian.neet

asian.neet

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Oct 13, 2023
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i see a lot of users here aren't in the best financial situations, im just curious because i feel like i should have nothing to complain about because i was lucky to have financially fortunate family and get recommended to go to recovery in the bare minimum but i still want to end my life because i wasted all my opportunities and am a loser who doesn't deserve to live.

idk but like anyone from financially fortunate situations that still wanna ctb?
 
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EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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yeah, me too! :( All the money in the world couldn't help me unfortunately tho... :(
 
carnivalforone

carnivalforone

Experienced
Sep 29, 2023
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is it wrong for me to think that if i had money id be able to fix myself? plastic surgery for my horrible genes, money for school for a purpose, a home to reside in , a car to have fun in , a faster motorycle to feed a hobby, nice food, experiences, a business. unfortunately i was born to ignorant parents and cursed with being behind from the start, im living check to check with no assistance since im a legal adult now, cant stop working because i still have bills, cant go to school, cant hang out with friends bc of work, no role models no figures or blueprint , im lost and if i had one wish it would be money so i could get out of this hellish situation.
 
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hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
656
yup me, i still wanna ctb tho. i could have all the money in the world but some things just arnt fixable/reversable.


is it wrong for me to think that if i had money id be able to fix myself? plastic surgery for my horrible genes, money for school for a purpose, a home to reside in , a car to have fun in , a faster motorycle to feed a hobby, nice food, experiences, a business. unfortunately i was born to ignorant parents and cursed with being behind from the start, im living check to check with no assistance since im a legal adult now, cant stop working because i still have bills, cant go to school, cant hang out with friends bc of work, no role models no figures or blueprint , im lost and if i had one wish it would be money so i could get out of this hellish situation.
i don't think so at all. i'm sorry for what your going through :(
 
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LastFlowers

the haru that can read
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is it wrong for me to think that if i had money id be able to fix myself? plastic surgery for my horrible genes, money for school for a purpose, a home to reside in , a car to have fun in , a faster motorycle to feed a hobby, nice food, experiences, a business. unfortunately i was born to ignorant parents and cursed with being behind from the start, im living check to check with no assistance since im a legal adult now, cant stop working because i still have bills, cant go to school, cant hang out with friends bc of work, no role models no figures or blueprint , im lost and if i had one wish it would be money so i could get out of this hellish situation.
No, it's not wrong at all. There are certainly plenty of problems that having money can prevent or fix, and if those are some of your problems, then it makes perfect sense to desire the most obvious solution.

(Careful about plastic surgery though, nothing wrong with the desire but human beings are pretty terrible about recreating naturally pleasant aesthetics..especially with the face.
It goes wrong and wonky far more than it goes well. A lot of people look worse and are suffering even more after having attempted it..and society just doubles down on the cruelty after that.)
 
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Sep 27, 2023
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is it wrong for me to think that if i had money id be able to fix myself? plastic surgery for my horrible genes, money for school for a purpose, a home to reside in , a car to have fun in , a faster motorycle to feed a hobby, nice food, experiences, a business. unfortunately i was born to ignorant parents and cursed with being behind from the start, im living check to check with no assistance since im a legal adult now, cant stop working because i still have bills, cant go to school, cant hang out with friends bc of work, no role models no figures or blueprint , im lost and if i had one wish it would be money so i could get out of this hellish situation.
I don't think it's wrong. After all we live in a capitalistic society.
Probably I wouldn't ctb too if I had enough money. Probably.
 
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carnivalforone

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Sep 29, 2023
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No, it's not wrong at all. There are certainly plenty of problems that having money can prevent or fix, and if those are some of your problems, then it makes perfect sense to desire the most obvious solution.

(Careful about plastic surgery though, nothing wrong with the desire but human beings are pretty terrible about recreating naturally pleasant aesthetics..especially with the face.
It goes wrong and wonky far more than it goes well. A lot of people look worse and are suffering even more after having attempted it..and society just doubles down on the cruelty after that.)
haha its just a dream, i mean if i keep the dream up the surgery is perfect hahah but yeah i get it
 
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LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
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i see a lot of users here aren't in the best financial situations, im just curious because i feel like i should have nothing to complain about because i was lucky to have financially fortunate family and get recommended to go to recovery in the bare minimum but i still want to end my life because i wasted all my opportunities and am a loser who doesn't deserve to live.

idk but like anyone from financially fortunate situations that still wanna ctb?
I'm financially unfortunate but that's not the reason why I want to ctb.

You have your reasons, being financially unfortunate just isn't one of them.
Simple as that, sometimes.
You can be glad you don't have that problem and be glad that having the cushion of funds probably mitigates other life troubles or prevents them from compounding your woes, but you can also still be experiencing the suffering that comes with lost opportunities or regrets, etc.
 
BlazingBob

BlazingBob

I'm still here b/c of my dogs
Oct 28, 2021
602
My grandpa always said he rather be miserable with money than without it
 
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imrantahir1208

Member
Oct 22, 2023
39
Me, I live in a comfortable house, have a comfortable job, but still want to ctb
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Yes but it makes no difference things are still bad for me.
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
545
Ehh, kind of? Kind of not? I don't struggle finicially, but it's not that I'm rich either. I feel that part of my family is upper middle class, not sure about my side. We do get money to spare and to go on a vacation. We're not exactly swimming in money either.

However, what I know is, there isn't enough money for me to rot somewhere the rest of my life not working. Nor is it okay for me to just live off of my family because I don't want to work. So I will go knock on death's door.

is it wrong for me to think that if i had money id be able to fix myself? plastic surgery for my horrible genes, money for school for a purpose, a home to reside in , a car to have fun in , a faster motorycle to feed a hobby, nice food, experiences, a business. unfortunately i was born to ignorant parents and cursed with being behind from the start, im living check to check with no assistance since im a legal adult now, cant stop working because i still have bills, cant go to school, cant hang out with friends bc of work, no role models no figures or blueprint , im lost and if i had one wish it would be money so i could get out of this hellish situation.
No no, not at all, a lot of users here can be helped if someone gave them a lot of money because a lot of problems can geniunely be solved by money, although not all. It's alright as long as you respect the people whose problems cannot be solved with money.
 

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