Anyone thinking of travelling before they die?

[metfan647]

I have had this urge recently to just quit my job and go travelling for a good while now. The only thing is I went on two solo city breaks in Europe earlier this year and didn't enjoy it at all (partly as it was just freezing cold).

I don't really enjoy the things I used to anymore but I figured I could burn the modest amount of savings I have left rather than it end up with people who I don't want having it. It would be enough to do a little frugal trip to SE Asia for a couple of months so really not much. I mean, I could probably max out a few overdrafts too and prolong that on the banks' expense. Whilst there I'd at least get a bit of sun and soak up some novel adventures (even if not for the sake of memories)

I see a few possible scenarios:

1. I have an awakening and realise life's worth living and return and give life another shot

2. I tie up lose ends here, quit my job, leave the UK so there's nothing to return to. I'll return only with enough to get a hotel for a few nights and CTB

3. Destination abroad ends up being a very good place to CTB (putting aside the highly inconsiderate act of killing myself abroad and having my family sort out my mess. Although I don't greatly care for them) and opens the door to easier access to either SN or high spots. Being isolated, depressed and in an unfamiliar land may also push me to a darker place.

Has anyone here made such plans or doing something similiar?

 

[XiaroX]

I want to give you a more detailed reply, but can't right now. But, a few times I have tried to go on a trip that would be 'the end'. I boxed up my things, deleted my online correspondences (for other people's privacy). Actually, I still live with most of my things boxed up, and everything ready to go in a backpack and suitcase, with the backpack being the most essential. I suppose it's a state of mind, never feeling like I had a permanent home.

OK. When I travelled, I guess I hoped to figure out some way to end things while on a high note. That would have been meaningful to me.

I didn't manage, and ended up with major crashes, every time. But, I still actually think it was good for me to try, even though I couldn't interact with people deeply.

 

[OOUUneverover]

I'd really like to ctb in the mountains. I don't know if that will happen, but it would be nice.

 

[gunmetalblue11]

If it was possible i'd travel back to my home country to catch the bus there.
I hope that if dropping everything and traveling is your final calling, that it goes well for you.

 

[RoadtoFreedomTwo]

I have had this urge recently to just quit my job and go travelling for a good while now. The only thing is I went on two solo city breaks in Europe earlier this year and didn't enjoy it at all (partly as it was just freezing cold).

I don't really enjoy the things I used to anymore but I figured I could burn the modest amount of savings I have left rather than it end up with people who I don't want having it. It would be enough to do a little frugal trip to SE Asia for a couple of months so really not much. I mean, I could probably max out a few overdrafts too and prolong that on the banks' expense. Whilst there I'd at least get a bit of sun and soak up some novel adventures (even if not for the sake of memories)

I see a few possible scenarios:

1. I have an awakening and realise life's worth living and return and give life another shot

2. I tie up lose ends here, quit my job, leave the UK so there's nothing to return to. I'll return only with enough to get a hotel for a few nights and CTB

3. Destination abroad ends up being a very good place to CTB (putting aside the highly inconsiderate act of killing myself abroad and having my family sort out my mess. Although I don't greatly care for them) and opens the door to easier access to either SN or high spots. Being isolated, depressed and in an unfamiliar land may also push me to a darker place.

Has anyone here made such plans or doing something similiar?

Yes, I had a similar thought process: quit my job, sell all my shit, and have been traveling a few months in the US by car while burning through savings/401(k) and racking up credit card debt (I think it's around $80,000)

I thought anything could happen, so why not! Maybe I'd fall in love, find a new perspective, try some new drugs and ultimately decide to fix everything / get healthy… but nope. Don't get me wrong, there's been lots of good food, sex, experiences, etc. But nothing close to making me want to stay. There's lots of stress in planning and packing constantly, I wish I could've just rotted away in my nice apartment instead.

However, you've got nothing to lose and can always fix life later if you decide to. Ghosting everyone and putting myself in debt hasn't really made it easier to CTB necessarily. Hope that helps, good luck

 

[indianachrome]

I have had this urge recently to just quit my job and go travelling for a good while now. The only thing is I went on two solo city breaks in Europe earlier this year and didn't enjoy it at all (partly as it was just freezing cold).

I don't really enjoy the things I used to anymore but I figured I could burn the modest amount of savings I have left rather than it end up with people who I don't want having it. It would be enough to do a little frugal trip to SE Asia for a couple of months so really not much. I mean, I could probably max out a few overdrafts too and prolong that on the banks' expense. Whilst there I'd at least get a bit of sun and soak up some novel adventures (even if not for the sake of memories)

I see a few possible scenarios:

1. I have an awakening and realise life's worth living and return and give life another shot

2. I tie up lose ends here, quit my job, leave the UK so there's nothing to return to. I'll return only with enough to get a hotel for a few nights and CTB

3. Destination abroad ends up being a very good place to CTB (putting aside the highly inconsiderate act of killing myself abroad and having my family sort out my mess. Although I don't greatly care for them) and opens the door to easier access to either SN or high spots. Being isolated, depressed and in an unfamiliar land may also push me to a darker place.

Has anyone here made such plans or doing something similiar?

I think going to Thailand would be a fantastic idea. I like going there for 2 weeks to unwind. Hopefully you are not struggling with addiction issues because they can flare up there but it would be worth a shot I think!

 

[Alpacachino]

I've been wanting to travel for some time now. I'll probably start traveling at some point close to my date.

 

[RoadtoFreedomTwo]

I'd really like to ctb in the mountains. I don't know if that will happen, but it would be nice.

Amen! I got an Airbnb last weekend in the woods. There were neighbors nearby, but I stayed in the backyard naked most of the time hopping between the sauna, hot tub, and a shower. Plus food, sex, weed, etc.

It had a suitable hanging spot but I chickened out the last minute. However, I've been practicing this week and am close to successfully partial hanging. It would've been such a great place to go, though!

All that to say agreed and that you should find a nice place on Airbnb or national park! Good luck!

 

[MrsT-800]

I recently went home. We all live across the ocean now. But I was home, in Germany, and speaking my language… I don't really care to travel so much as to be home. I felt so much better. I couldn't want to die when I'm there.

 

[MicahBell]

I have had this urge recently to just quit my job and go travelling for a good while now. The only thing is I went on two solo city breaks in Europe earlier this year and didn't enjoy it at all (partly as it was just freezing cold).

I don't really enjoy the things I used to anymore but I figured I could burn the modest amount of savings I have left rather than it end up with people who I don't want having it. It would be enough to do a little frugal trip to SE Asia for a couple of months so really not much. I mean, I could probably max out a few overdrafts too and prolong that on the banks' expense. Whilst there I'd at least get a bit of sun and soak up some novel adventures (even if not for the sake of memories)

I see a few possible scenarios:

1. I have an awakening and realise life's worth living and return and give life another shot

2. I tie up lose ends here, quit my job, leave the UK so there's nothing to return to. I'll return only with enough to get a hotel for a few nights and CTB

3. Destination abroad ends up being a very good place to CTB (putting aside the highly inconsiderate act of killing myself abroad and having my family sort out my mess. Although I don't greatly care for them) and opens the door to easier access to either SN or high spots. Being isolated, depressed and in an unfamiliar land may also push me to a darker place.

Has anyone here made such plans or doing something similiar?

I don't have the money to travel but I live in a place that doesn't really feel like home. Its hard to imagine dying here.

 

[astroproto]

I don't have the money to travel but I live in a place that doesn't really feel like home. Its hard to imagine dying here.

Same, if only I had the money, I definitely would. I'd love to see some snow or aurora before I die.

 

[MicahBell]

Same, if only I had the money, I definitely would. I'd love to see some snow or aurora before I die.

I'd love to die in a snowy place. I want to go up to rocky mountain national park maybe. Its beautiful up there and people disappear there all the time.