Not even in bed, just doing basic functions like eating, which can take two or three hours without exaggeration. Like a lot of people here, I'm quite disabled and can hardly do anything. I used to play video games or listen to music, but not even that anymore. And now my mother has got worse after a bad bout of neurological disease; admittedly, she's doing better now than she was a few months ago, but things are shittier than ever. The only thing I'm looking forward to is my CTB, and I'm actively planning it, however long it takes - probably months, if not longer.
Ultimately, mine is just a sad, lousy, rotten, and awful story like many, many others on this forum... and in the world. After all, I'm an efilist and an anti-natalist for a reason...