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VKVK

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Oct 18, 2021
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Journalism nowadays is such a joke.
But maybe the problem is just people overall.
These goddamn fucking boomer mothers, parents etc.
They don`t know anything. They don`t know shit.
I had the misfortune of being raised by one of those crazy, irresponsible ones. And also the luck of my dad being e deadbeat junkie who pretty much drugged his way to death when I was still pretty young.

The first time I thought about seriously CTB I was 9 years old.
No one ever listened to me. No one in my family ever took fundamental parts of my development seriously.
No one ever gave a fuck. I`ve lived my life secretly suicidal and depressed to hell all throughout. All while putting up a good facade.
But you can`t ignore your reality and all of its pain and suffering forever. For some (most) of us, it does and WILL come back to bite you in the ass.
As one of the mods said, there isn`t a way out for everyone. And that`s what those people need to understand.

If they truly wanted to try and help they would have done anything necessary when they could. Most of them saw signs, but kept quiet. Most of them love underestimating the amount of stress, pain and borderline psychosis some of their sons and daughters experienced when alive.

No one searches for a suicide forum for no reason. They come here because they`re feeling like SHIT. That`s a fact. And if they decide to CTB, well, that say more about their life and psychological state than the website.

This is what I think.
 
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artificialpasta

artificialpasta

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Feb 2, 2020
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I'm surprised no one hasn't mentioned yet in this thread that the member who posted this thread is a fixthe26 person. RainandSadness found out about them.
Wow. How'd they figure?
 
KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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I'm surprised no one hasn't mentioned yet in this thread that the member who posted this thread is a fixthe26 person. RainandSadness found out about them.
I'm pretty sure this person has had multiple accounts on the site.
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
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I KNEW IT

I've always felt something's off with Harriet. Once again, folks, trust your guts.
 
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Simba

Simba

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Dec 9, 2018
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I KNEW IT

I've always felt something's off with Harriet. Once again, folks, trust your guts.
Well theyre on the attack mode on Twitter some hours ago.. can they just not let it all go already ? If they really want to help us then leave us fucking be and move on..
 
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Sakurai___

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Dec 12, 2021
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Mm, perdón, ésta es mi primera ves en esta página... Asique perdón por si me equivoco en algo...
Humm, necesito a alguien que entienda mi sentir, y me de una respuesta que me sirva, que me aliente, que me consuele.
Llegué a un punto en el que siento que todo es falso... (٥↼_↼)
 
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bulljacket

Member
Dec 12, 2021
17
This makes me fucking angry. And the gall to link the suicide help line again like it is a golden door to happiness...
That line almost got me locked up. I called (silly me) and the police showed up at my parents' house. I had to really spin my way out of that situation. They could've removed my most sure-fire way to ctb.
 
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Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
58
What I think about this?..
Before this existed the Google newsgroups ASH and Suicide methods wee very active. Also posting sources for N and links to the Ppeh etc. In a way Google or to be more clear usenet has started it. There are still active groups there but hard to find because usenet is most of the time an paid service. It was created before internal was out / created. But it's difficult to make a guide how the alt.suicide.hideout or alt.suicide.methodes.hideout been ages but I remember them clear as day. There is even a Wikipedia page about ASH, newsgroups can still be found on Google and accessed free of charge. I bet you can find some still on Google itself but it been bled out dry since pro choice websites came into existence. Plus those groups littirely killed themselves...

Even in the movie called 'Suicide Club' they mention a website that's still active with many English and Chinese (they speak 90% English there) members.

I'll stop here it's best to keep some info secret is my understanding now.

I think this site will continue to exist due to the great mods and creators who deserve credits!


Ps sorry for going off topic just wanted to point out that Google newsgroups introduced me to this kind of freedom.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

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Apr 3, 2020
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I am speechless :o

Their actions are seen through revenge by any means. They are trying to gather sympathy by referring to their dead children who they think would be alive without this site. They ignore the fact that their children would have died one way or another anyway even if they had never found this site.

It's natural to want to look for the culprit from the outside, but the truth is that this site had no effect on why, their children were so desperate that they saw no other option. Why they was so desperate, what happened in their childhood and life?

And while they try to convince people that this forum is full of children and young people; the truth is that a very large percentage of us are adults! I am also 35 and the dozens I have talked to have been +30yrs. Still, they try to claim something else because they imagine they can manipulate people. What kind of person feels the need to ruthlessly manipulate people to advance their own agenda? Shocking.

I vomit how those people try to use the deaths of their children as a means of revenge.
Hypocrisy shines through everything. I don't think any of the kids would have wanted this to happen. Besides, what kind of people are even capable of such a chase? Creepy.

I don't think many people are on the side of these fix types and they know it too. People with normal reason will see through them, and the mask of a grieving parent will not last forever. It cracks more and more, I have seen very nasty and questionable messages from them ... They say things that no healthy person says to another. No one with empathy. They have already shot themselves in the leg and know it, which is why they are now attacking more aggressively than before.
 
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bulljacket

Member
Dec 12, 2021
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I am speechless :o

Their actions are seen through revenge by any means. They are trying to gather sympathy by referring to their dead children who they think would be alive without this site. They ignore the fact that their children would have died one way or another anyway even if they had never found this site.

It's natural to want to look for the culprit from the outside, but the truth is that this site had no effect on why, their children were so desperate that they saw no other option. Why they was so desperate, what happened in their childhood and life?

And while they try to convince people that this forum is full of children and young people; the truth is that a very large percentage of us are adults! I am also 35 and the dozens I have talked to have been +30yrs. Still, they try to claim something else because they imagine they can manipulate people. What kind of person feels the need to ruthlessly manipulate people to advance their own agenda? Shocking.

I vomit how those people try to use the deaths of their children as a means of revenge.
Hypocrisy shines through everything. I don't think any of the kids would have wanted this to happen. Besides, what kind of people are even capable of such a chase? Creepy.

I don't think many people are on the side of these fix types and they know it too. People with normal reason will see through them, and the mask of a grieving parent will not last forever. It cracks more and more, I have seen very nasty and questionable messages from them ... They say things that no healthy person says to another. No one with empathy. They have already shot themselves in the leg and know it, which is why they are now attacking more aggressively than before.
I agree. If I ctb and write a note, I almost feel the need to tell the readers not to go after anyone on my behalf.
 
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Simba

Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
757
What I think about this?..
Before this existed the Google newsgroups ASH and Suicide methods wee very active. Also posting sources for N and links to the Ppeh etc. In a way Google or to be more clear usenet has started it. There are still active groups there but hard to find because usenet is most of the time an paid service. It was created before internal was out / created. But it's difficult to make a guide how the alt.suicide.hideout or alt.suicide.methodes.hideout been ages but I remember them clear as day. There is even a Wikipedia page about ASH, newsgroups can still be found on Google and accessed free of charge. I bet you can find some still on Google itself but it been bled out dry since pro choice websites came into existence. Plus those groups littirely killed themselves...

Even in the movie called 'Suicide Club' they mention a website that's still active with many English and Chinese (they speak 90% English there) members.

I'll stop here it's best to keep some info secret is my understanding now.

I think this site will continue to exist due to the great mods and creators who deserve credits!


Ps sorry for going off topic just wanted to point out that Google newsgroups introduced me to this kind of freedom.
I just saw the film its sad i really liked the soundtrack especially the very beginning soundtrack i can feel it.. are you talking bout the side with the big circle dots ?
 
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Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
58
I just saw the film its sad i really liked the soundtrack especially the very beginning soundtrack i can feel it.. are you talking bout the side with the big circle dots ?
Yes click on a random dot then the question are you sure? with yes, then you'll get forwarded to a small forum. Used to be very active
 
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silent staring void

Student
Jan 22, 2020
145
I think it would be kinda funny if somebody who is going to kill themselves anyways would claim that they only did it because of the NYT article. Then, we petition to shut down the New York Times
 
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cambrai33

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Nov 3, 2021
386
I think it would be kinda funny if somebody who is going to kill themselves anyways would claim that they only did it because of the NYT article. Then, we petition to shut down the New York Times
I don't think anyone would ctb because of it but it's definitely plausible some might bring forward the plans due to it
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Yes click on a random dot then the question are you sure? with yes, then you'll get forwarded to a small forum. Used to be very active
U calld....
 
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Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
757
Yes click on a random dot then the question are you sure? with yes, then you'll get forwarded to a small forum. Used to be very active
I tried i got nothing stuck on loading so tried wayback machine and got a archive website of it but wasn't even a forum.. was some kind of billing system idk.. do you remember the year of the site ?
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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NYT how to help?

1) Tell the truth about the torturous reality of both mental illness and for example chronic and terminal illness. For example, when you say that someone committed suicide and then list all the mental illnesses they suffered from, could you not just have compassion and understanding for people wanting to end their suffering
2) If there was assisted dying and euthanasia that was accessible and legitimised as a response to immense and unbearable suffering, then people would not have to research suicide methods because they would be able to end their suffering.
 
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Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
58
I tried i got nothing stuck on loading so tried wayback machine and got a archive website of it but wasn't even a forum.. was some kind of billing system idk.. do you remember the year of the site ?

Click on a random thing and again and you're there
This is the site were it refers to , if this against the rules i'm sorry. Just answering the question and that board is nothing compared to this gem :love: Example
 
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Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
757

Click on a random thing and again and you're there
This is the site were it refers to , if this against the rules i'm sorry. Just answering the question and that board is nothing compared to this gem :love:
Thankyou thankyou so much is working for me now ,im wondering if those dots are real people ctb rn ?
 
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Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
58
Thankyou thankyou so much is working for me now ,im wondering if those dots are real people ctb rn ?
No those dots are as far as I know just random. I come to that site now and then but I would have noticed it if it were by either the dots or the posts. by now My first visit ti there was roughly 4 years ago.
 
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Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
757
No those dots are as far as I know just random. I come to that site now and then but I would have noticed it if it were by either the dots or the posts. by now My first visit ti there was roughly 4 years ago.
Wow thats long time ago ,can anyone post there ? I didnt see any sign up button.. it looks bit like a image board or something like 4chan of that style
 
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Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
58
Wow thats long time ago ,can anyone post there ? I didnt see any sign up button.. it looks bit like a image board or something like 4chan of that style
No need to log in , just post anonymous
 
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Apr 30, 2019
995
When another member wrote that he had booked a hotel and decided on dosage, then asked if the plan was OK, Stan responded, "Don't stray from the method now."
I just checked this. I was surprised that this is not a fabrication of the article.

I wonder why Stan said this? Not that it would've actually made the difference of life or death of someone (like.. at all), but it's still encouragement, so the post should've been reported or som

only alternative meaning I can think of is he was being like "if you're going to do this, follow the regime" kinda thing
 
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dirtythe230

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Jul 4, 2021
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I just checked this. I was surprised that this is not a fabrication of the article.

I wonder why Stan said this? Not that it would've actually made the difference of life or death of someone (like.. at all), but it's still encouragement, so the post should've been reported or som

only alternative meaning I can think of is he was being like "if you're going to do this, follow the regime" kinda thing
It sounds pretty bad yeah. Though it was probably taken out of context, easy to do that, who knows what else was said.
 
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Pure

Specialist
Jun 29, 2021
366
I personally can not have any sympathy with "Emma Davis", or anyone who seeks to do harm to people here purely for their own financial / emotional gain. At least with the grieving parents there is a direct and powerful emotional driver for what they do, which l can understand on a human level. The Emma Davis types are just harmful trash, out for their own entertainment at the expense of others.
I think the fact she blatantly gave advice to at least one person on here on how to die effectively during the time she has been with the "other side", it seems she's an attention seeker at best, doing whatever gets her the most attention possible.
 
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