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Bukki1974

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Apr 24, 2026
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Hi,
my soulmate of 20 years passed away 6 month ago. We always knew we'd be together; we just thought it would happen when we were old and gray. I'm physically and mentally healthy, but I no longer have any prospects in this life. I've had everything I ever wanted; I've loved so much and been loved in return. I never believed something like this was possible, and I'm incredibly grateful because I know how many people here on earth never get to experience it. We were both able to experience what it means when two souls connect and truly see one another. Despite our childhood experiences, we were able to realize that we are worthy and that we are loved without having to do anything to earn it. I know that I received the greatest gift. He passed away in my arms. Unfortunately, at my age, it's not so easy to obtain assisted dying in Germany and Switzerland. I can't imagine shooting or hanging myself, and I've been looking for a peaceful method for the past 6 months to cross over. I have no strength left, and I don't see any point in going on in this world that is so terrible to me. Is there anyone else going through the same thing? I would really appreciate.

All the best for all of you
 

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