Discussion anyone looking for friends?

[azzy]

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

also, as a side note, if you're around the st. louis area and are looking for someone to ctb with, my pms are open!!

 

[leavingsoon99]

You know, I was just about to join a rec softball league this afternoon. Then it hit me that I don't want to meet new people anymore. I'm so tired of human interactions. All that happens is that the people I meet either end up ghosting me, rejecting me, or turning on me. I've lived through the "how to win friends and influence people" phase of my life. I've spent the majority of my life trying to make friends and be a part of something bigger than myself. Quite frankly, I'm tired. I no longer have the energy to keep going out and trying to connect with people, especially in the post pandemic world. I empathize with your loneliness, though.

And I love anime and digital art as well. But, I don't live in St. Louis. I'm also in my 40s. So, there's quite the disconnect. lol

 

[LigottiSchopenhauer]

You know, I was just about to join a rec softball league this afternoon. Then it hit me that I don't want to meet new people anymore. I'm so tired of human interactions. All that happens is that the people I meet either end up ghosting me, rejecting me, or turning on me. I've lived through the "how to win friends and influence people" phase of my life. I've spent the majority of my life trying to make friends and be a part of something bigger than myself. Quite frankly, I'm tired. I no longer have the energy to keep going out and trying to connect with people, especially in the post pandemic world. I empathize with your loneliness, though.

And I love anime and digital art as well. But, I don't live in St. Louis. I'm also in my 40s. So, there's quite the disconnect. lol

I relate to this 100%. I used to have IRL friends, but that was back in the mid 2010s, and they all abandoned me. I feel totally exhausted by my efforts to make social connections ever since then. I guess I'm just meant to be alone.

 

[azzy]

You know, I was just about to join a rec softball league this afternoon. Then it hit me that I don't want to meet new people anymore. I'm so tired of human interactions. All that happens is that the people I meet either end up ghosting me, rejecting me, or turning on me. I've lived through the "how to win friends and influence people" phase of my life. I've spent the majority of my life trying to make friends and be a part of something bigger than myself. Quite frankly, I'm tired. I no longer have the energy to keep going out and trying to connect with people, especially in the post pandemic world. I empathize with your loneliness, though.

And I love anime and digital art as well. But, I don't live in St. Louis. I'm also in my 40s. So, there's quite the disconnect. lol

all good! honestly people glamorize having relationships so much you kind of feel like you need interpersonally connections in your life sometimes, i guess.

i just hate being this way to be honest.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

also, as a side note, if you're around the st. louis area and are looking for someone to ctb with, my pms are open!!

Hello, I'm so sorry that you ended up here but anyway welcome to the forum!

Yes, I'm looking for friends, too! I myself am tired of people who don't even try to understand me but I'm amazed how I can relate to people in this forum.

I hope you will find great friends here. My PM is also open
Unfortunately I'm far away from St.Louis (I live in Japan)

You know, I was just about to join a rec softball league this afternoon. Then it hit me that I don't want to meet new people anymore. I'm so tired of human interactions. All that happens is that the people I meet either end up ghosting me, rejecting me, or turning on me. I've lived through the "how to win friends and influence people" phase of my life. I've spent the majority of my life trying to make friends and be a part of something bigger than myself. Quite frankly, I'm tired. I no longer have the energy to keep going out and trying to connect with people, especially in the post pandemic world. I empathize with your loneliness, though.

And I love anime and digital art as well. But, I don't live in St. Louis. I'm also in my 40s. So, there's quite the disconnect. lol

I relate to this 100%. I used to have IRL friends, but that was back in the mid 2010s, and they all abandoned me. I feel totally exhausted by my efforts to make social connections ever since then. I guess I'm just meant to be alone.

I'm sorry to hear that. I've been ghosted by many friends, too.
In terms of winning friendship, I'm definitely a loser...
I can't advertise myself well because recently I don't have any hobbies other than cracking a joke in this forum. And it tend to fall flat

 

[Caramelized]

Yo. I love drawing and I also love anime, I just got done watching Blue Lock and I was so hyped up lmao. I'd love to see some of your artwork, also what are some of your favorite animes?? (´▽`)

 

[cutejellybean]

Hi, my messages are open if you ever want to talk to me. I also like anime and drawing digitally, those along with video games and reading are a really nice distraction from reality. I had really close friends that I've known since elementary school, but unfortunately I've had to move away in my 11th year of high school, so we kinda grew apart, and it's hard to make friends with people now. I'm nineteen years old from Atlantic Canada. What kind of drawings do you like to do?

 

[Caramelized]

Hi, my messages are open if you ever want to talk to me. I also like anime and drawing digitally, those along with video games and reading are a really nice distraction from reality. I had really close friends that I've known since elementary school, but unfortunately I've had to move away in my 11th year of high school, so we kinda grew apart, and it's hard to make friends with people now. I'm nineteen years old from Atlantic Canada. What kind of drawings do you like to do?

Aye, I'm 19 too :) What are some of your favorite animes and video games? Also, I'll just steal your question...what kind of drawing do you like to do lol

 

[Dominicka]

. I'm also in my 40s.

Me too. I would love someone to talk to to make life bearable until I have an opportunity to leave. I want out so bad.

 

[Riu]

Yeah, I would love to have some people to talk to.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Me too. I would love someone to talk to to make life bearable until I have an opportunity to leave. I want out so bad.

I'm always available to chat. I love this forum, as it's a very comforting place to help me along until I ctb. Feel free to reach out.

 

[NambaSutra]

Same here, I'm close to 50 the last time I had real friends the internet was barely invented.

 

[BFA]

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

also, as a side note, if you're around the st. louis area and are looking for someone to ctb with, my pms are open!!

I would love to be your friend, also new to this website & a loner. Almost killed myself over loneliness but I'll hold off until I get my school grades back. Idk how this works so reply or dm your discord I guess...


:)

 

[C:/]

Relatively new here too, spent some time getting to know the community

If you want to, we can add each other on disc or something, you seem pretty chill :)

 

[Sammie_com.sanrio]

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

also, as a side note, if you're around the st. louis area and are looking for someone to ctb with, my pms are open!!

Same! I also like anime and drawing, maybe you could show me your art sometime! I'm not that sociable irl because mostly get ignored by my friends and most just cut me off. I don't live close by, I live in NY but we could be friends!
By the way, I don't have disc so idk how we could talk

 

[Haruka]

Hi, I don't have any friends IRL so I sort of depending on the internet to find friends and people to talk to. I love making new friends and talking to people who have similar interests to me, I'm just quite shy and struggle sometimes but I love meeting new people! I love anime and drawing too, as well as a whole other bunch of things! You can send me a DM anytime

 

[Sammie_com.sanrio]

Hello, I'm so sorry that you ended up here but anyway welcome to the forum!

Yes, I'm looking for friends, too! I myself am tired of people who don't even try to understand me but I'm amazed how I can relate to people in this forum.

I hope you will find great friends here. My PM is also open
Unfortunately I'm far away from St.Louis (I live in Japan)



I'm sorry to hear that. I've been ghosted by many friends, too.
In terms of winning friendship, I'm definitely a loser...
I can't advertise myself well because recently I don't have any hobbies other than cracking a joke in this forum. And it tend to fall flat

You also seem like a nice person! Could we perhaps be friends?

 

[FinalBossu]

Hey there! I'm 26 years old and I'm really passionate about cartoons, anime, video games, music, and art. I may not be much of an artist myself, but those are some of the things that keep me going in life. If you (or anyone else reading this) wants to be friends, please feel free to message me. I'm not gonna sugarcoat things and act like life is gonna get better. Life genuinely does kinda suck and considering the direction society is headed in, I don't see it getting any better. But I still believe that the sucky things in life can suck way less when you have good people to go through it with. I think it's just hard to find genuine friends since everyone is so wrapped up in their own lives. I plan to kms at some point because it gives me control over how I get to live and die and I refuse to let myself become a slave to the system. But until then, I just wanna find people who I can connect with. And I don't want others to feel alone like how I have for so many years.

 

[cutejellybean]

Aye, I'm 19 too :) What are some of your favorite animes and video games? Also, I'll just steal your question...what kind of drawing do you like to do lol

My favourite animes are fantasy and slice of life ones, and I love JRPGs and life simulation games, like the Sims. I like drawing people in an anime style and cute animals, but I also like drawing realistic animals. We can message each other art or ideas if you want?

 

[unnormal9]

I'm so tired of human interactions. All that happens is that the people I meet either end up ghosting me, rejecting me, or turning on me. I've lived through the "how to win friends and influence people" phase of my life. I've spent the majority of my life trying to make friends and be a part of something bigger than myself. Quite frankly, I'm tired. I no longer have the energy to keep going

This is factual, and also resonates with me as well.

 

[azzy]

Hello, I'm so sorry that you ended up here but anyway welcome to the forum!

Yes, I'm looking for friends, too! I myself am tired of people who don't even try to understand me but I'm amazed how I can relate to people in this forum.

I hope you will find great friends here. My PM is also open
Unfortunately I'm far away from St.Louis (I live in Japan)



I'm sorry to hear that. I've been ghosted by many friends, too.
In terms of winning friendship, I'm definitely a loser...
I can't advertise myself well because recently I don't have any hobbies other than cracking a joke in this forum. And it tend to fall flat

thank you for welcoming me, it means a lot:,), and just thank you for replying… it feels weird having so many people take the time to respond and actually interact (lol)
and yea japan is indeed pretty far

Same! I also like anime and drawing, maybe you could show me your art sometime! I'm not that sociable irl because mostly get ignored by my friends and most just cut me off. I don't live close by, I live in NY but we could be friends!
By the way, I don't have disc so idk how we could talk

i would really like that!! it's cool that you like drawing too, we should trade art tips sometime:D

Aye, I'm 19 too :) What are some of your favorite animes and video games? Also, I'll just steal your question...what kind of drawing do you like to do lol

you guys are 19 too?! that makes me feel a lot better i thought i was the only onei really like video games as well and am always looking for anime recommendations before you know… i catch the bus

My favourite animes are fantasy and slice of life ones, and I love JRPGs and life simulation games, like the Sims. I like drawing people in an anime style and cute animals, but I also like drawing realistic animals. We can message each other art or ideas if you want?

i love the sims:) my first game was the sims 3! i've always wanted to start playing JRPGS but i never know where to begin… i love slice of life too, weirdly enough!

Hey there! I'm 26 years old and I'm really passionate about cartoons, anime, video games, music, and art. I may not be much of an artist myself, but those are some of the things that keep me going in life. If you (or anyone else reading this) wants to be friends, please feel free to message me. I'm not gonna sugarcoat things and act like life is gonna get better. Life genuinely does kinda suck and considering the direction society is headed in, I don't see it getting any better. But I still believe that the sucky things in life can suck way less when you have good people to go through it with. I think it's just hard to find genuine friends since everyone is so wrapped up in their own lives. I plan to kms at some point because it gives me control over how I get to live and die and I refuse to let myself become a slave to the system. But until then, I just wanna find people who I can connect with. And I don't want others to feel alone like how I have for so many years.

i get this. i want to find like-minded people who i can just share my emotions with and vise versa. i love anime as well(obviously) and i'm not the BEST at art, but it does help me stay focused on days where i need it:) you seem super cool!

Hi, I don't have any friends IRL so I sort of depending on the internet to find friends and people to talk to. I love making new friends and talking to people who have similar interests to me, I'm just quite shy and struggle sometimes but I love meeting new people! I love anime and drawing too, as well as a whole other bunch of things! You can send me a DM anytime

i've been depending on the internet for so long too, i guess i just find it hard to find people irl that i can talk to honestly with the same interests as me? i'm not sure the reason. and being shy isn't a problem at all! it's where your heart is that counts

 

[azzy]

Relatively new here too, spent some time getting to know the community

If you want to, we can add each other on disc or something, you seem pretty chill :)

i would like that, you seem chill too!!

I would love to be your friend, also new to this website & a loner. Almost killed myself over loneliness but I'll hold off until I get my school grades back. Idk how this works so reply or dm your discord I guess...


:)

sameall of this is super new to me, too. i would really like to talk and i totally get ctbing because you're lonely… honestly i get left alone with my thoughts and they always seem to wander back to it—
anyways, we could talk on disc if you'd like!

Yo. I love drawing and I also love anime, I just got done watching Blue Lock and I was so hyped up lmao. I'd love to see some of your artwork, also what are some of your favorite animes?? (´▽`)

please recommend me some!! i'm not very good at finding "good" animeso i always circle back to love live or other slice of life type of things:) i would love to show someone my artwork, too! no one has really seen it and i'm not even sure if it's good, but i just find it nice sitting down and drawing lines

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

also, as a side note, if you're around the st. louis area and are looking for someone to ctb with, my pms are open!!

hi everyone, i just wanna say thank you all for being so kind and replying.. it's really made my day. if anyone interested wants to pm me their discord i'll be more than happy to add and maybe make a groupchat of all the people who replied to this thread!!

again, thank you all for being so kind… it's honestly gave me a sliver of hope, just sad so many nice people are here for their reasons as am i

 

[Sammie_com.sanrio]

thank you for welcoming me, it means a lot:,), and just thank you for replying… it feels weird having so many people take the time to respond and actually interact (lol)
and yea japan is indeed pretty far

i would really like that!! it's cool that you like drawing too, we should trade art tips sometime:D

you guys are 19 too?! that makes me feel a lot better i thought i was the only onei really like video games as well and am always looking for anime recommendations before you know… i catch the bus

i love the sims:) my first game was the sims 3! i've always wanted to start playing JRPGS but i never know where to begin… i love slice of life too, weirdly enough!

i get this. i want to find like-minded people who i can just share my emotions with and vise versa. i love anime as well(obviously) and i'm not the BEST at art, but it does help me stay focused on days where i need it:) you seem super cool!

i've been depending on the internet for so long too, i guess i just find it hard to find people irl that i can talk to honestly with the same interests as me? i'm not sure the reason. and being shy isn't a problem at all! it's where your heart is that counts

Ye! Maybe I could send you my email and I could give each other tips

 

[catastrophix]

Hey there! Late to the party but you (or anyone who sees this) can message me any time (my messages are sometimes glitchy tho, so Discord probably works better if you're okay with that!) I'm 20NB and I like drawing, writing, Sanrio, listening to music and reading :] I probably like other stuff too, but my brain is fried at the moment lol. I've been friendless for years, so I know how much loneliness sucks. So I'm here if you want a friend or just need to vent! C:

 

[september]

would be nice to have people to comfortably speak about topics like this and just general casual talk with as i myself have slowly lost contact to almost everyone i talked to! can dm discord/telegram if you want (or anyone else here looking for people to talk to). i like music/art/photography and some more mundane stuff like old computer hardware and video games - socializing is hard especially nowadays

 

[Hihihehehuhu]

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

also, as a side note, if you're around the st. louis area and are looking for someone to ctb with, my pms are open!!

I love anime and digital art too !! Im new here too and having a friend that understands you would be really nice <3 i like anime, rythym games and everything pink !! I also do ballet and modeling in my free time
I'd love to be friends <33

 

[AkaRed]

hey! i've commented on and made a few posts, but i'm relatively new to the community.
i guess you could say i'm really lonely, and i'm tired of making friends only for them to just cut ties with me because of how ill i am or something stupid. i just want some people to talk to; even if it's a weird thing to ask. i've been alone for really long and i just wanna have an honest discussion with someone who believes the same things i do about ctb and that will genuinely listen without saying "it'll get better" or "youll be fine" and attempt to persuade me out of intent. in the end, i know what i want to do; it's intent for a reason. i know i've reached my limit. i just want some kind of companionship in my last moments that feels real, even for a moment or so...
i like watching anime and drawing digital art, i play piano and often write poetry about whatever is on my mind. i just hope i can find some nice friends at the very end because there seems to be so many awesome ones here:)

also, as a side note, if you're around the st. louis area and are looking for someone to ctb with, my pms are open!!

Hey! You seem chill af. If interested feel free to PM ^^ It'd be actually nice to talk to someone about CTB and my thoughts surrounding it (unfiltered) without them shutting me down because it's too much. I'm here to make new friends too. (also 19). <3

 

[deadwinter]

hii,

im a bit new here as well ! i wld love 2 be friends w any1 :) we can talk abt anything u wnt, i know its hard to 2 tlk to friends irl n they dont always take it well ~ again, i hope to find friends here as well :3

 

[Tobacco]

Hello. You can dm me.
Also if anyone likes to discover new music we should talk and exchange our favorite songs or something.

 

[RoundaboutResolved]

Hiya @azzy seems all you had to do was ask & people respond. Quite a few new friends to bs until it's time to ctb.