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124afun15

Member
Jul 8, 2025
25
I plan on getting surgery soon. I have gotten minor procedures done like botox (DIY)

I also did some microneedling with a professional grade machine but that shit lowkey hurts too much and I can't bother using lidocaine. Also the results are kinda mid. I have done red light therapy and RF too. RF works decently although mild. I instead would like to get a temple lift or something like that. RF works but is mild at best. RLT didn't help that much and if it did it was very subtle.

I also used saline with a bit of HA and gave myself filler for about a day. Only experimenting with it I'm not sure if I want to commit to filler but I looked pretty good with it.

This is in conjunction with all the injectables/orals I use the list is too long but my main stack is

Daily
5mg minoxidil
20mg tadalafil
500mg metformin
50mg eplerenone
15k UI D3
500mcg K2
100mg progesterone
Every other day
600mg glutathione (inj)
70mg Testosterone
1.5g vitamin C (inj)

I take other things but they are situational. Like BAM15, T3, Clen when cutting or Proviron when I want to give my girlfriend a good time. I also have a ton of support medicine in case something goes wrong.
Raloxifen or aromasin if my estrogen levels get too high. Caber if my prolactin ever gets to high (only happens when on tren)

I am trying to stray away from it though and thin my stack down as I prepare for marriage.

I will probably just cut down to minoxidil, tadalafil, test, and I will add dutasteride.

The occasional glutathione and vitamin c shot to reduce oxidative stress.
Honestly the metformin is good longevity pill. You can never have too much insulin sensitivity.

It's dirt cheap too. Only issue is that it gives me heartburn. The extended release is a little bit pricier but still very very cheap.
 
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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
156
Before I ended up in my shitty situation I was actually considering getting like seven or eight different things "corrected" via plastic surgery.

But either way, don't give yourself HA injections unless you're a trained professional! DIY fillers are not worth it if you could cause irreversible never damage, blindness or tissue death.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
7,379
I really would love to get better teeth. They make me really insecure. I am so envious how people of beautiful teeth. My friends say my teeth aren't that horrible and a few of them said they never noticed anything looking at my teerh. There was a time I thought my teeth were the reason I didn't have a girlfriend but this was an illusion. And for me it would probably be true if my teeth were fixed I would develop new insecurities. Like my loose skin at my belly. I think for a short time new teeth would boost my happiness and self-confidence significantly until I realized this wasn't the real reason for my loneliness and sadness. Honestly, I don't think my outer appearance is the reason I feel so lonely and unhappy. The main reasons are probably my neurodivergence and that I don't have that much contact to women. I think my interests are rather niche and I am not good at presenting myself on dating apps. I am really good in texting but getting likes and matches I suck at that. I have a friend and he says this about himself he isn't looking that attractive considering usual social normative standards. But from all my friends he really gets by far the most likes and matches on dating apps. However, he isn't good at texting. So I guess my point is character is something more important. At least do I say this to myself when I cry myself asleep due to my teeth. Okay they are not that horrible...

However, poverty is a reason for my suicidality and I won't waste most of my savings for new teeth. This would be too insane... Maybe I really should playing the lottery lol

I am a perfectionist. However, I don't torture me over my teeth as in the past. It would be too irrational. So much horrible shit is going on in my life. Really really concerning and inevitable developments are going on that will make me force kill myself eventually. My somewhat not perfect looking teeth should not be on top of my priority list. I think my outer appearance was never the reason a woman I met in real life rejected me. I think the person who cares the most about these insecurities is I, me and myself. In certain scenarios I would be forced to kill myself within a very short time when my mom dies I would be on the edge of homelessness. And well then I am out of this shit. My mom lives relatively unhealthy I am not sure whether she still has 10 years to live. She even said this herself recently...
 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

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Jun 11, 2026
490
I plan on getting surgery soon. I have gotten minor procedures done like botox (DIY)

I also did some microneedling with a professional grade machine but that shit lowkey hurts too much and I can't bother using lidocaine. Also the results are kinda mid. I have done red light therapy and RF too. RF works decently although mild. I instead would like to get a temple lift or something like that. RF works but is mild at best. RLT didn't help that much and if it did it was very subtle.

I also used saline with a bit of HA and gave myself filler for about a day. Only experimenting with it I'm not sure if I want to commit to filler but I looked pretty good with it.

This is in conjunction with all the injectables/orals I use the list is too long but my main stack is

Daily
5mg minoxidil
20mg tadalafil
500mg metformin
50mg eplerenone
15k UI D3
500mcg K2
100mg progesterone
Every other day
600mg glutathione (inj)
70mg Testosterone
1.5g vitamin C (inj)

I take other things but they are situational. Like BAM15, T3, Clen when cutting or Proviron when I want to give my girlfriend a good time. I also have a ton of support medicine in case something goes wrong.
Raloxifen or aromasin if my estrogen levels get too high. Caber if my prolactin ever gets to high (only happens when on tren)

I am trying to stray away from it though and thin my stack down as I prepare for marriage.

I will probably just cut down to minoxidil, tadalafil, test, and I will add dutasteride.

The occasional glutathione and vitamin c shot to reduce oxidative stress.
Honestly the metformin is good longevity pill. You can never have too much insulin sensitivity.

It's dirt cheap too. Only issue is that it gives me heartburn. The extended release is a little bit pricier but still very very cheap.
I would probably like to make a few changes to my face. There's definitely features, which could be improved. Although I know a bunch of people, who had surgeries and genuinely looked worse after