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katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
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I have no license which makes it hard to go anywhere. I just hate seeing ppl online always talking about affordable healthcare in other countries, even in countries ppl say are worse than America. I just feel like I'm screwed being here and should've left before turning 18 because my life is ruined now. I hate it when tourists come here. I hate that there's no escape. I just hate it all so much.
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
279
~I hope for you, peace

Things will change eventually, just watch as the very thing causing you suffering will burn and arise anew as something far better.
 
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notreallybored

Specialist
Nov 26, 2024
307
ב''ה, it sucks here and it sucks a lot of other places but the traphouse clampdown right after everyone fled to Canada and Mexico and found out those suck too has been shitty.
 
katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
538
~I hope for you, peace

Things will change eventually, just watch as the very thing causing you suffering will burn and arise anew as something far better.
Thank you so much that's the nicest thing anyone has said to me on here.
 
katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
538
at least you guys got easy access to fire arms
I've never even used a gun before. I'd rather live in a country where the government actually helps ppl instead of living in a country worse then third world countries.
 
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Zerengin96

Experienced
Jun 14, 2022
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I've never even used a gun before. I'd rather live in a country where the government actually helps ppl instead of living in a country worse then third world countries.
yeah but its a pretty effective way to CTB
 
katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
538
yeah but its a pretty effective way to CTB
Living in a better countries makes u not want to ctb. I used to wish a shooting would happen at my school so I wouldn't have to go. I don't ever go to the dentist or doctors and still receive no help at all. I literally hate people who live here, I live in a tourist spot (Florida) and I always wish there were gangs here who robbed tourists so they'd stop coming. I have never been able to go to Disney world or universal yet that's why so many ppl travel here. You can't imagine how that feels. It makes everything much more depressing.
 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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Living in a better countries makes u not want to ctb. I used to wish a shooting would happen at my school so I wouldn't have to go. I don't ever go to the dentist or doctors and still receive no help at all. I literally hate people who live here, I live in a tourist spot (Florida) and I always wish there were gangs here who robbed tourists so they'd stop coming. I have never been able to go to Disney world or universal yet that's why so many ppl travel here. You can't imagine how that feels. It makes everything much more depressing.
There are people in every country around the world who want to CTB
 
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doomofman

doomofman

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Oct 23, 2025
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Fatmerica is better than most countries out there and you have access to guns which makes suicide easy.
 
katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
538
Fatmerica is better than most countries out there and you have access to guns which makes suicide easy.
Sorry but this comment is really ignorant. If you live in a good country ur less likely to think about suicide or become suicidal. There's countries where they don't have homelessness, I grew up seeing it, even near my school. If you live in a country like the Scandinavian counties where they don't have that, u have no idea what a blessing that is. I talked to a guy on here from the Netherlands who lived in a beautiful neighborhood and he became suicidal bc he did too many drugs and ruined his life. That's different from ppl who were just born in a shitty area. It doesn't even snow where I live. I've never even held a gun before so I don't care about gun rights. Even if u like guns u can just live in a better country that has guns. There's nothing special about America. It's a country made to struggle, especially in the south. If you struggle you are completely by yourself and nobody wants to help because helping is considered communism or socialism.
 
blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
344
I've never even used a gun before. I'd rather live in a country where the government actually helps ppl instead of living in a country worse then third world countries.
Trust me I live in a supposed government help country. If you are a young man you will be put to work anywhere on earth and will be last in line for the shitty free 'elfcare the government offers. You get taxed way more and make way less.
 
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autumn68

autumn68

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Apr 4, 2025
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I have no license which makes it hard to go anywhere. I just hate seeing ppl online always talking about affordable healthcare in other countries, even in countries ppl say are worse than America. I just feel like I'm screwed being here and should've left before turning 18 because my life is ruined now. I hate it when tourists come here. I hate that there's no escape. I just hate it all so much.
i feel you, i fucking hate it here lol. i've always had medical problems and have had to watch my body deteriorate due to the fact that healthcare is so expensive here and that i don't have family to support me. doesn't help being trans and watching a situation that will likely result in my death unfold in real time
 
katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
538
Trust me I live in a supposed government help country. If you are a young man you will be put to work anywhere on earth and will be last in line for the shitty free 'elfcare the government offers. You get taxed way more and make way less.
I'm just tired of talking to ppl from all over the world on here who can always tell that I live in USA. I talked to a guy in India who said his life improved so I asked him how, he told me the place he started going to, and I looked it up and his healthcare facility was much cheaper than here. Then ppl always ask "do u live in USA" like everyone just knows that all those things are unaffordable here. It just makes me embarrassed.
 
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itsgone2

Specialist
Sep 21, 2025
331
I'm just tired of talking to ppl from all over the world on here who can always tell that I live in USA. I talked to a guy in India who said his life improved so I asked him how, he told me the place he started going to, and I looked it up and his healthcare facility was much cheaper than here. Then ppl always ask "do u live in USA" like everyone just knows that all those things are unaffordable here. It just makes me embarrassed.
It's more expensive here because there's more wealth here. They charge more because they can. Seriously, that's it. It's bs still, but ultimately just greed.
 
doomofman

doomofman

New Member
Oct 23, 2025
4
Sorry but this comment is really ignorant. If you live in a good country ur less likely to think about suicide or become suicidal. There's countries where they don't have homelessness, I grew up seeing it, even near my school. If you live in a country like the Scandinavian counties where they don't have that, u have no idea what a blessing that is. I talked to a guy on here from the Netherlands who lived in a beautiful neighborhood and he became suicidal bc he did too many drugs and ruined his life. That's different from ppl who were just born in a shitty area. It doesn't even snow where I live. I've never even held a gun before so I don't care about gun rights. Even if u like guns u can just live in a better country that has guns. There's nothing special about America. It's a country made to struggle, especially in the south. If you struggle you are completely by yourself and nobody wants to help because helping is considered communism or socialism.
I live in a country that has zero homeless people and i am suicidal, problem with america it's polarized between the rich and the poor, if you are part of the poor then it's hell.
 

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