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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
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I'm definitely not actively seeking death at the moment, but I'm also not actively avoiding it. I feel like if my Creator wants to take me, I will go.

I don't want to go in this coming year. There are many things I want to do. But if the grim reaper came, I'd pack my bags and head out. It is what it is. Is this normal life?
 
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somewhatdeadly

somewhatdeadly

one more day
Jun 6, 2025
96
A lot of people are afraid of death and will actively avoid & fight it.
depends on what you mean by fighting it. if this person gets diagnosed of a disease that can kill them i think they'd get treated too. if not actively suicidal.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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That tends to be as positive as I get. As in- I'm not actively wishing for death but, I'd be ok with it happening randomly.

I'm more in the limbo of- I do definitely want out but, I have to wait till my Dad goes first. So for me- it's more like a barrier is blocking my way. An enforced limbo rather than one I feel free to choose.
 

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