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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
What i mean by "staged life" is how it seems that you can't just exist and live without having all these damn stages that you go through. You don't have to do them but it seems like the whole world is built around the idea that everyone does the same damn shit.

1. Early School
2. High School
3. College / Job
4. Kids
5. Dead as a fucknugget.

There's more but fuck i can't be bothered when everyone gets it anyways, all those years wasted for utter shite to be honest. We learn crap in school that we never use 90% of the time, maths, english seem to be all you need. One life spent doing this crap just to get a job that either pays well or pays peanuts and still sucks your time away every day.

Then you become older, fall apart, get wrinkled as fuck and await death. I know this isn't deep or anything i just sit sometimes and think wtf is the point?

This Nitrogen setup can't wait to arrive man, i want outta here dudes for real...
Guys. quick question.

When i end myself with nitrogen, should i do anything funny, prop my body a certain way or wear a costume of some kind?
Stick a dildo on crotch or something? rofl 🤣🤣🤣
 
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todienomore

todienomore

Specialist
Apr 7, 2023
397
.Humans were domesticated to build civilizations but present era is, as far as i can tell, the dawn of the post-human technological singularity in which we are obselete, useless eaters. We are just here to train our AI replacements for the elites, at this point.

A costume would be hilarious
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
1,117
There has been a sort of effort mostly since WWII to homogenize society. Some of it was captured in the Ticky Tacky song below;



However, for those who do not well fit into this "conveyor line", there are options. The intellectual, the artist, the oddball, the religious, the idiosyncratic, and the loner can all find parallel paths that by-pass the mainstream.

The key is to do what you enjoy and pursue it with others on the fringe. If you have a capacity to experience life deeper than is allowed in "little boxes", you have to navigate and chart your own course. You can always exercise the other option, but it is possible to find fulfillment outside of convention.
 
RedHotRage

RedHotRage

Member
May 1, 2023
31
As a kid I wanted to get the fuck out of society, live in the wilderness forever with a few others at most. Hunting and eating some bison, etc.

I think now I realize that I'm tired of this plastic shit of society. What I truly wanted autonomy over my body, to not be relegated to a shitty body controlled by little bits of dopamine hits that the world puts on us, eating junk food to work a miserable job to live for the weekends.

I realize that society keeps us in a detention sphere to avoid a critical mass of achieving this lifestyle, but little by little, I'm chipping away at these traps and reclaiming the autonomy I was boro with. At least that's what's keeping me going right now. But I have hope.
 
uniqueusername39

uniqueusername39

Student
Mar 7, 2023
187
up to you, that would be funny. as for myself, it's not in my character to display that kind of humor lol
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
hahaha I like your humour a lot! I love the term "dead as a fucknugget" lmaoo. I wouldnt have the charisma and audacity to do something funny before I am dead though I'd love to I wont though lmao
Thanks :)

Yea i just think that it'd spice things up you know? It's in my nature to do daft things even though i'm this way, just old school fucked in the head brain haha, 25 years on the planet will do that to a guy, i suppose 🤣🤣🤣
 
not_actually_human

not_actually_human

so unsafe. so angry.
Nov 12, 2022
39
When i end myself with nitrogen, should i do anything funny, prop my body a certain way or wear a costume of some kind?
Stick a dildo on crotch or something? rofl 🤣🤣🤣
I'm not one to find someone's mean jokes on themselves funny, but omggg that "dildo on crotch" image was adorable I'm flustered, thank you 😭
 
sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
7,808
What i mean by "staged life" is how it seems that you can't just exist and live without having all these damn stages that you go through. You don't have to do them but it seems like the whole world is built around the idea that everyone does the same damn shit.

1. Early School
2. High School
3. College / Job
4. Kids
5. Dead as a fucknugget.

There's more but fuck i can't be bothered when everyone gets it anyways, all those years wasted for utter shite to be honest. We learn crap in school that we never use 90% of the time, maths, english seem to be all you need. One life spent doing this crap just to get a job that either pays well or pays peanuts and still sucks your time away every day.

Then you become older, fall apart, get wrinkled as fuck and await death. I know this isn't deep or anything i just sit sometimes and think wtf is the point?

This Nitrogen setup can't wait to arrive man, i want outta here dudes for real...
Guys. quick question.

When i end myself with nitrogen, should i do anything funny, prop my body a certain way or wear a costume of some kind?
Stick a dildo on crotch or something? rofl 🤣🤣🤣
Yeah, I hate it so much. I don't want to live out the second half of stage 3 and beyond. I'd rather die now. Death is inevitable and everyone ends up dying, so why not die before I have to enter the workforce or have to get old? I honestly never wanted to enter the working world anyways. I never wanted to be an adult or live past 18, and I didn't think I would end up doing so. I always wanted to die young. I don't see a point in getting old and old age is something that I never want to experience for myself.
There has been a sort of effort mostly since WWII to homogenize society. Some of it was captured in the Ticky Tacky song below;



However, for those who do not well fit into this "conveyor line", there are options. The intellectual, the artist, the oddball, the religious, the idiosyncratic, and the loner can all find parallel paths that by-pass the mainstream.

The key is to do what you enjoy and pursue it with others on the fringe. If you have a capacity to experience life deeper than is allowed in "little boxes", you have to navigate and chart your own course. You can always exercise the other option, but it is possible to find fulfillment outside of convention.

Why do you think there was this effort to homogenize society?
 
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Anonymoususer1234

Anonymoususer1234

Experienced
Apr 13, 2023
205
What i mean by "staged life" is how it seems that you can't just exist and live without having all these damn stages that you go through. You don't have to do them but it seems like the whole world is built around the idea that everyone does the same damn shit.

1. Early School
2. High School
3. College / Job
4. Kids
5. Dead as a fucknugget.

There's more but fuck i can't be bothered when everyone gets it anyways, all those years wasted for utter shite to be honest. We learn crap in school that we never use 90% of the time, maths, english seem to be all you need. One life spent doing this crap just to get a job that either pays well or pays peanuts and still sucks your time away every day.

Then you become older, fall apart, get wrinkled as fuck and await death. I know this isn't deep or anything i just sit sometimes and think wtf is the point?

This Nitrogen setup can't wait to arrive man, i want outta here dudes for real...
Guys. quick question.

When i end myself with nitrogen, should i do anything funny, prop my body a certain way or wear a costume of some kind?
Stick a dildo on crotch or something? rofl 🤣🤣🤣
I think about this a lot.

Not...the dildo thing...but the idea of having a staged life.

I think the worst part of it is how you're treated when you can't live up to people's expectations. If you, for whatever reason, can't graduate, can't find a job, can't get married or can't have kids (or you just don't want to do those things) you get ignored, treated like a failure, and talked about like you're already dead.

I also think about how we waste our time hoping that the next stage will be easier than the last, only to realize that it won't happen. There's no "easy" stage. Life is just difficult. Forever. Then you die.
 
hxppythxught

hxppythxught

。゚•┈୨♡୧┈• 。゚
Feb 14, 2023
92
brooo it would be so fucking funny if you were just in a fortnite banana suit, shit would be so random to walk in on.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,533
Yep, I hate the staged life. It's a reason why I'm suicidal. I don't even know how you're meant to recover from that. At least I will go against the staged life by a bit by not having kids. However, the only way I can not further continue the other parts of the staged life is by suicide
 
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