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MYTHoLogic

MYTHoLogic

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Dec 14, 2020
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I've experienced some trippy synchronicity events for the last few years. They come and go but they have recently started to come back since I have decided to CTB. It makes that decision harder and even though for the most part my mind is set on CTB, there's a small but stubborn part of it which is constantly asking myself "Are you sure" I feel like that part is manifesting the synchronicity to get me to see or feel as if Life is giving me a sign. That even through I may feel so completely alone, The Universe is with me.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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You mean deja-vus?
I've been having lots of those recently. It scares the hell out of me! I wonder if it's just my brain lagging.
 
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MYTHoLogic

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Nope, synchronicity.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Nope, synchronicity.
I just read about it! It's really interesting. "the simultaneous occurrence of events which appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection"

I think I might be experiencing this too. So weird!
 
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Jul 15, 2020
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Haven't experienced many synchronicities, at least for what I remember:(
 
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MYTHoLogic

Psychonaut
Dec 14, 2020
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I just read about it! It's really interesting. "the simultaneous occurrence of events which appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection"

I think I might be experiencing this too. So weird!
TBF I don't think it's widely known about. Or at least I've never heard it being mentioned out in the open.
 
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NightmareTour

NightmareTour

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May 13, 2020
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It's a very common part of my life at the moment, but since it's coming alongside a lot of wrapping up of loose ends and finality, I don't think it's anything to do with me needing to stick around.
 
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Nexuno

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Dec 9, 2020
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I'm experiencing "meaningful coincidences" all my life, many times related with suicide. Every single time I get close to CTB (I mean really close to it) someone asks for my help and start talking to me about his/her problems and suicidal ideations. I always found this kinda strange and "ironic", you know, something like if you are about to drown and you notice that someone else is drowning too and you have to forget about yourself and find the strength to help the other person to survive... I think (well, actually I know) this weird coincidence saved mine and other lives many times.
 
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Maka hiamoe

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Dec 10, 2020
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When I was very young, there were times at school I had not done an assignment and I remember being scared of being scolded so I wished really hard the teacher wouldn't be there the following day. Then teachers who were able to teach every other day of the year "magically" got sick so they couldn't come that day. If it had only happened once or twice, I wouldn't think anything of it but it was a regular occurence. I haven't thought about it in a long time but it was really weird. Please don't ask me to make someone you dislike sick, I swear I have no superpower. If I had that superpower, I think it would be quite tempting to use it on some people.
 
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Jul 15, 2020
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I sum synchronicity up to strange and interesting coincidences.

Serendipity is small, lucky, treasures I rarely find along the way.
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
I've experienced some trippy synchronicity events for the last few years. They come and go but they have recently started to come back since I have decided to CTB. It makes that decision harder and even though for the most part my mind is set on CTB, there's a small but stubborn part of it which is constantly asking myself "Are you sure" I feel like that part is manifesting the synchronicity to get me to see or feel as if Life is giving me a sign. That even through I may feel so completely alone, The Universe is with me.
Yes! I see number patterns, particularly 222 or 2222 very VERY often. Especially when I'm going thinking more actively about ctb.
I also have experienced songs being stuck in my head randomly (and not new songs either) and I'll switch the radio on and either that song or that band will be playing.
Those are just a couple of examples though :)
 
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KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
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Yes! I see number patterns, particularly 222 or 2222 very VERY often. Especially when I'm going thinking more actively about ctb.
I also have experienced songs being stuck in my head randomly (and not new songs either) and I'll switch the radio on and either that song or that band will be playing.
Those are just a couple of examples though :)

ANGEL NUMBER 222​



Number 222 is made up of the attributes of and energies of number 2 appearing tripled, making number 222 a very powerful vibration. Number 222 carries the attributes of the numbers 2 and 22, the Master Builder Number that resonates with ancient wisdom, vision, idealism and transformation. Number 2 lends its influences of faith and trust, encouragement, attainment and success, adaptability, diplomacy and co-operation, duality, service and duty, balance and harmony, selflessness, faith and trust and your Divine life purpose and soul mission. Number 222 has to do with balance, manifesting miracles and new auspicious and timely opportunities.

Angel Number 222 encourages you to take a balanced, harmonious and peaceful stance in all areas of your life. The message is to keep the faith and stand strong in your personal truths.

Angel Number 222 tells you that everything will turn out for the best in the long-term. Do not put your energies into negativity – be aware that all is being working out by spirit for the highest good of all involved.

Angel Number 222 is also reminding you to keep up the good work you are doing, as the evidence of your manifestations are coming to fruition.

Angel Number 222 is a message of faith and trust from your angels. Remember that nothing happens by chance and everything happens for a reason. Maintain a positive attitudeand you will find that everything will have positive results and you will receive abundant blessings in Divine right timing.
Yes! I see number patterns, particularly 222 or 2222 very VERY often. Especially when I'm going thinking more actively about ctb.
I also have experienced songs being stuck in my head randomly (and not new songs either) and I'll switch the radio on and either that song or that band will be playing.
Those are just a couple of examples though :)

ANGEL NUMBER 2222​



Number 2222 is a powerful number that vibrates to all of the attributes of number 2, amplifying and intensified. Number 2resonates with service and duty, balance and harmony, adaptability, diplomacy, co-operation, consideration, receptivity and love, understanding, personal will, the ambition, sensitivity, just and justice, selflessness, sociability and support, attention to detail, decisiveness, intuition, caution, flexibility, grace, devotion, mediation, partnerships and relationships, encouragement, faith and trust and serving and living your Divine life purpose and soul mission.

Angel Number 2222 encourages you to take a balanced, harmonious and peaceful stance in all areas of your life, no matter what the circumstances. Trust that everything will turn out for the highest good of all in the long-term, so do not put your energies into negativities such as fear or worry, but rather, be aware that all is being working out by spirit for the highest good of all involved. With positive affirmations, visualizations and a firm belief in yourself, you will manifestthe best of outcomes in all areas of your life. Maintain your connection to the angels and the Universal Energies, and listen to your intuition and angelic guidance.

Angel Number 2222 reminds you that nothing happens by chance and everything happens for a reason. Maintain a positive attitude and a strong connection with your higher-self and you will find that everything will have positive results and you will receive abundant blessings of many kinds in Divine right timing. Keep up the good work you are doing as the evidence of your manifestations are coming to fruition. Keep the faith and stand strong in your personal truths.

Angel Number 2222 also reminds you that love is the most important thing of all. Loving yourself is the key ingredient for good health and wellbeing, and love of the self, others and of life connects you with the energies and prosperity of the Universal Energies. Self-love brings self-expression and allows for creativity and fulfilment. Love yourself and love your life.

Interpretation taken From
I use it for my own Angel number interpretation,
It seems more reliable than other sites..
Not sponsored btw, just thought I'd share
 
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FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
192
Ahh, so there is a word to this, there were a few times I would come close to ctb and it would be the one time someone else is home or would check in on me or every video I watched had some mention of suicide prevention and some others
 
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NightmareTour

NightmareTour

Specialist
May 13, 2020
398
Talking of synchronicity, a lot of things lately have been pointing to today as something significant. I don't know what's happening today, or if anything will happen at all, but I guess we'll find out.
 
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Nexuno

Nexuno

Specialist
Dec 9, 2020
301
Talking of synchronicity, a lot of things lately have been pointing to today as something significant. I don't know what's happening today, or if anything will happen at all, but I guess we'll find out.
A couple of planets just aligned...
 
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newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
Yes I have heard it, it's an album by The Police.
 
NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
I'm experiencing "meaningful coincidences" all my life, many times related with suicide. Every single time I get close to CTB (I mean really close to it) someone asks for my help and start talking to me about his/her problems and suicidal ideations. I always found this kinda strange and "ironic", you know, something like if you are about to drown and you notice that someone else is drowning too and you have to forget about yourself and find the strength to help the other person to survive... I think (well, actually I know) this weird coincidence saved mine and other lives many times.
This. I was in this situation a few weeks ago- it's an odd moral dilemma to overcome.
 
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homesick28

homesick28

Member
Oct 26, 2020
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I had all of these signs until I had a psychotic break and it ruined me. Dont get sucked in too far into that stuff. Or take drugs with anybody in a foreign country, It can seriously make your life more complicated then it has to be.
 
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FriendofDeath

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May 22, 2020
833
I have experienced a lot of circular events, where things come back around. Not deja vu (though it happens, too). Sometimes I wonder, Is it fate? Though yes, I believe in free will. But do I think the universe could be sending a message? Yes, because I think we are all connected.

The planets aligning are Jupiter and Saturn.
 
sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
yeah weird things just seem to fall into place. i take it as a sign that i will soon be at peace
 
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GoneGirl

Student
Dec 15, 2020
125
I've experienced some trippy synchronicity events for the last few years. They come and go but they have recently started to come back since I have decided to CTB.
I had this in June this year & its been ongoing ever since.. The many multiple synchronicities have been unreal & undeniable even to people who just think I'm 'crazy'. Honestly its been so intense I feel the need to write a book about it & everything that's unfolded since.

Weirdly just like you I was about to ctb when this all started happening. Now I'm low again but there's always something in the back of my mind now where I think all of this hasn't been for nothing just hang in there a little bit longer.
I had all of these signs until I had a psychotic break and it ruined me. Dont get sucked in too far into that stuff. Or take drugs with anybody in a foreign country, It can seriously make your life more complicated then it has to be.

No drugs involved in my case but I definitely experienced what some would describe as psychosis. I was having very strong delusions however the synchronicities & signs throughout were all very very real. My life has changed irreparably since too but actually although I've lost a lot it might not be such a bad thing.
 
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demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
When I was very young, there were times at school I had not done an assignment and I remember being scared of being scolded so I wished really hard the teacher wouldn't be there the following day. Then teachers who were able to teach every other day of the year "magically" got sick so they couldn't come that day. If it had only happened once or twice, I wouldn't think anything of it but it was a regular occurence. I haven't thought about it in a long time but it was really weird. Please don't ask me to make someone you dislike sick, I swear I have no superpower. If I had that superpower, I think it would be quite tempting to use it on some people.
Stuff like that has happened to me so many times.

I'll have not finished an assignment, then suddenly the teacher is pushing the date back, or cancelling it, or there's a technical difficulty. Or more generally when taking a test and answering pretty randomly and not knowing what I was doing I still managed to pass. Things like that may be the only reason I succeeded in school lol.

In general I experience many events like that, OP. I consider it a sign that the universe is a simulation toying with me. (Jk)
 
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PressEnterToExit

How soon is now?
Oct 19, 2020
234
I've experienced some trippy synchronicity events for the last few years. They come and go but they have recently started to come back since I have decided to CTB. It makes that decision harder and even though for the most part my mind is set on CTB, there's a small but stubborn part of it which is constantly asking myself "Are you sure" I feel like that part is manifesting the synchronicity to get me to see or feel as if Life is giving me a sign. That even through I may feel so completely alone, The Universe is with me.
I'm very experienced in synchronization.. It works like reflections of what you already have inside yourself. It has no intelligence or something behind, just what is in your mind. It usually becomes more intense when you go trough a special phase of your life.
 
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AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
Idk if this counts as synchronization or gut feeling but anyway, since the day i had SN, My old friends who i lost contact with after high school and haven't talked to in months Which is totally normal to us btw

4 of them talked to me and kept asking me about how am i, How is my life and if i am alright or not They don't know that i'm so messed up rn, Keep in mind that all of them talked to me at very short intervals

One of them even said that she had a bad dream about me i was sad and miserable in the dream so she had a bad feeling and wanted to check on me

Also I had a really bad fight with one of them in January and decided not to talk to each other and since then we didn't talk, she messaged me last month saying " Are you ok? " And kept asking me how's life and if i was alright, and we didn't talk since then

Other than my old friends, My half sister who hated me and abused me as a kid and a teenager, because of that we don't see each other, we don't talk to each other, we don't even have each other's numbers, she talked to me days ago FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OUR LIVES, she talked to me on phone asking about me and my life

Idk but i felt like they somehow .. knew it or felt it ..
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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I was never a fan of Jung, I always felt that you can stretch coincidences to any kind of amazing meaning you like. I always remember seeing a customer years ago with a colleague of mine and he insisted on telling us this story of an amazing thing that happened to him and it went on for ages. When we left he looked at me and I looked at him and he said - did you think that was amazing or did you think it was nothing, and we both agreed he'd turned a nothing burger into a big sign from the heavens.

I think this is the problem with synchronicity, it might be a sign from the Gods, it might be a wild coincidence, or it might be your own psychology (or MH issues) tricking you - there is no way to know.

On the other hand I always thought Freud was far too rigid in his interpretations as well, almost treating people like machines.

So on one hand cold and inhuman, and on the other too airy fairy spiritual.

The truth is probably somewhere in between, or nowhere at all, perhaps we all just see what we want to see.
 
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Csmith8827

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Oct 26, 2019
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i actually did last night on this forum and it kinda saved me a little bit honestly.
 
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GoneGirl

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Dec 15, 2020
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I was never a fan of Jung, I always felt that you can stretch coincidences to any kind of amazing meaning you like. I always remember seeing a customer years ago with a colleague of mine and he insisted on telling us this story of an amazing thing that happened to him and it went on for ages. When we left he looked at me and I looked at him and he said - did you think that was amazing or did you think it was nothing, and we both agreed he'd turned a nothing burger into a big sign from the heavens.

I think this is the problem with synchronicity, it might be a sign from the Gods, it might be a wild coincidence, or it might be your own psychology (or MH issues) tricking you - there is no way to know.

On the other hand I always thought Freud was far too rigid in his interpretations as well, almost treating people like machines.

So on one hand cold and inhuman, and on the other too airy fairy spiritual.

The truth is probably somewhere in between, or nowhere at all, perhaps we all just see what we want to see.
I honestly think unless you have experienced it you wouldn't be able to believe it. Some of the things that have happened to me through synchronicity still feel unbelievable. Luckily I have many 'witnesses' to all the different things that have happened so I'm confident they weren't just delusions. Although to many people I can see why I come across 'crazy' trying to explain everything in one go.

Part of the reason why I want to ctb is because I don't think anyone will ever truly understand what happened or why (Including myself).

I think I'm holding on now in the hopes of writing a book that may resonate with others about the many different things I've experienced. Who knows..
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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I honestly think unless you have experienced it you wouldn't be able to believe it. Some of the things that have happened to me through synchronicity still feel unbelievable. Luckily I have many 'witnesses' to all the different things that have happened so I'm confident they weren't just delusions. Although to many people I can see why I come across 'crazy' trying to explain everything in one go.

Part of the reason why I want to ctb is because I don't think anyone will ever truly understand what happened or why (Including myself).

I think I'm holding on now in the hopes of writing a book that may resonate with others about the many different things I've experienced. Who knows..
I've experienced my own situations where I've thought shit, that's synchronicity - but also it could be just a wild coincidence.

The biggest issue I have with synchronicity is it yet again takes the standpoint or viewport that the world, everything in it, and everything that happens revolves around us, because we are special and there is some special purpose to us

That is patently obviously not true. We are suits of meat like all the other suits of meat, there is nothing special about us.

So for the universe to be sending each individual one of us special messages is delusional - we are no more important or special than a mouse or a crow or an ant - do they get special messages too?

No - because their brains are not wired to see patterns like ours are.

I am no more important than any other living thing, a leaf or a nut or a bird or an insect.

I may experience the world in a different way to them, but I am not more special, and the universe is not sending me special messages to tell me this or that, that are important in my social world or my socially driven life, based on the society that we've built.

It's madness to believe otherwise IMHO.
 
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MYTHoLogic

Psychonaut
Dec 14, 2020
37
I honestly think unless you have experienced it you wouldn't be able to believe it. Some of the things that have happened to me through synchronicity still feel unbelievable. Luckily I have many 'witnesses' to all the different things that have happened so I'm confident they weren't just delusions. Although to many people I can see why I come across 'crazy' trying to explain everything in one go.

Part of the reason why I want to ctb is because I don't think anyone will ever truly understand what happened or why (Including myself).

I think I'm holding on now in the hopes of writing a book that may resonate with others about the many different things I've experienced. Who knows..
I understand what @Endeavour is saying. It is something I still question myself about, I try to stop myself from "making anything out of it." Back in 2018 I excessively used psychedelics for numberous reasons during a 4 month period. During that time there were several synchronicity type events which made me question whether I was going crazy and reality itself. And every now and then since that period synchronicity has sprinkled itself here and there.

These events are real and I consider them to be abnormalities which only happen during very particular times in my life. Due to my mental health and my experiences on psychedelics it makes rational and objective observation on these synchronization events near impossible. So while I do have my beliefs on them I don't take it all to heart.
That is patently obviously not true. We are suits of meat like all the other suits of meat, there is nothing special about us.
I would argue that we are special. But this comes from a spiritual belief. Like I believe the meaning of Life is to simply just exist and experience what it is to be alive. There are many quotes which make me feel this way "We are the Universe looking back on itself" "We are the Universe experiencing itself" "The cosmos is within us. We are made of star stuff. We are a way for the Universe to know itself"

This belief need some expanding but I believe that we (conscious beings) are the end result of the Universe. We are it. Why would the Universe be here if there wasn't something meant to experience and observe it?

But the whole special thing is pretty much is the glass half full or half empty debate. It's really about perspective and subjective observations.
 

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