Anyone else with ocd tired of the rituals but no can stop doing them?

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I'm so, so tired. I no wanna do my rituals anymore, but stopping I no can do no matter how much I try bc too nervous. It like an addiction and get out of it I no can do. It outchy cycle of nervous and endless rituals. Everything I do takes twice as much effort than other bc I have to do so many rituals. There no peace and I'm so tired! My mind never rests. I feel so un-free. It is a living heck for sure!

 

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Hey,
i have ocd too. I understand you pretty well g. My stomach hurts when i dont do my rituals - i feel like im going to throw up. Youre not alone.

 

[Silent_cries]

Hey,
i have ocd too. I understand you pretty well g. My stomach hurts when i dont do my rituals - i feel like im going to throw up. Youre not alone.

When I no do them it feels like the world is going to crumble. I get very nervous. I also feel that it outch others coz mine is much about protecting others from mental outch and being treated no good by other, it like I'm responsible for people around me irl outcome. It very tiring for sure.

 

[QteStimBnnuy]

Feel this, unfortunately the more you do the rituals the more it reinforces the issue. That being said, still have my issue lmao