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joydivision
Member
- Aug 26, 2018
- 30
So after reading these threads for weeks now, I have finally joined. But oddly enough today is the first day in a long time I don't want to kill myself. I am just wondering if anyone else feels like this? Let me explain. I have been on one of my long downward spirals where my medication isn't doing a fucking thing and all I want do is end it rather than spend another day feeling like this. Then all of a sudden today I feel good. This has happened a few times in the last 5 years but it only seems to last a few days, maybe a couple of weeks.