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Shotgunjohn

Shotgunjohn

Member
Apr 26, 2020
35
Does anyone else have a close ctb date?

Mine is 5 weeks away now and its kind of surreal to think that ill finally be gone.

it brings me peace knowing that things will end soon.

For those of you who have close ctb dates. do you think like this? Or do you not really think about it at all
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,165
Oh, so you'll be "leaving" by 2021 already.
I'm planning to CTB next year too but don't know when. I guess once I get my freedom back, (currently a prisoner in my parents' house) I will finally get a plan, method and log out from this game called life.

As for your other question, yes, it brings me peace to think of my longing death. (a lot of anxiety too, though.)
 
botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
546
I don't have a specific date, I just know it'll be sometime early January. I feel the exact same way, I feel like I can get through the next few weeks knowing there's a clear exit right around the corner. Having everything ready makes me feel more at peace, even though the 'real' peace isn't here just yet. Good luck with everything, I hope things turn out the way you want them to. :hug:
 
Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
I don't have a date. I want to soon, but living with family gives me very little privacy, especially since my mom works from home. Setting a date is almost impossible, both because of my family, and putting that pressure on myself stresses me out.

Knowing that I have my method all ready to go is comforting.
 
Scooby-Doo

Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
I don't have a date but it's a comfort to have a small car and barbecues are easy to get hold of even at Christmas.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Mine would be by end of 2020 , but I need help .. I would be gone by tomorrow if I could get my SN
 
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sage79

Member
Dec 1, 2020
8
Does anyone else have a close ctb date?

Mine is 5 weeks away now and its kind of surreal to think that ill finally be gone.

it brings me peace knowing that things will end soon.

For those of you who have close ctb dates. do you think like this? Or do you not really think about it at all
I planned mine for this evening, but I'll ctb during the day tomorrow instead. Enjoying one more Saturday night.
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

She/they
Jul 23, 2020
516
I will hopefully be gone on boxing day. It depends on if I get my SN
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I'm planning on the end of December or early January 2021. Been trying to see if things got better this year but they haven't. I find life so irritating and struggle to see the point.
I have SN & antiemetics in place. Just hoping I don't fail. I'll be glad to get out of this sick world.
 

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