Anyone else wishing they'd be murdered?

[wanttodie]

yes want to be murdered be someone shooting me

 

[EndlessDream]

If it's a relatively painless one, then sure :)

 

[Caoine01]

I think why there is no one who can help you is the risk he would have to bear. Even the joint communication on this homepage could lead the investigating authorities to the helper. I don't dare to be too smart like experienced IT investigators.

 

[gehlertjohansson@gm]

This has been one of my ideas as well, I'm glad someone else has considered it too

 

[Why Me?]

Just inject me with anesthesia, put me totally under like they do before surgery, and then quickly kill me.... Bye world!!!!

 

[BlackWednesday]

In reality being murdered would be a terrifying way to go. It is better to go out on your own terms and in your own time

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Part of me likes the idea of someone else doing the work for me. But I think there's a sense of control and message in me doing it myself.

Yes, the end result will be the same, and I'll be free of the pain of this world. But what my death means to others and how they react to it will be very different. I doubt it would spare the feelings of loved ones any; it would just be a different kind of pain and mourning. But my voice as part of my death will be lost, and I'm not sure that something I want to give up.

 

[cristaleyez]

Yes. If anything, I would prefer this over suicide.
No matter how hard I try, I'm too afraid to commit to death.
I wish someone would just take the bullet for me. And I don't think I'd want it to be planned by myself either. Just a random murder. Torture or not. I don't care. After all I probably deserve the torture.
Even if they get years or even life in prison I hope they could live in peace with the thought that I wanted it.

 

[Decided98]

Personally, not tortured but at least a quick death by someone else's hands. Or even drugged and killed if they were kind enough. Having the "comfort" of leaving it up to someone else is something I've always wanted but it's incredibly selfish and unobtainable.

Not tortured but I wish I didn't have to CTB myself wish I could have an accident

 

[FireWalkWithMe]

Personally being killed by someone else is not any more comforting than doing it myself. Probably the opposite. I think when you feel you've been let down or you struggle to put trust in people, it's pretty hard to then say I could hand over responsibility for that.

Plus it's one of those things that might seem good, but that's mainly if it is an unexpected happening. What's so good about someone else putting a gun to your head, or tieing you up and forcing a poison down your throat? You'd have the same anxiety and fear around death, I would have thought. You'd experience the same emotions. They're only circumvented if you don't see it coming.

 

[Pinkliquid12]

Murder or getting into an accident! I do like the idea of doing it myself but there's something stressful and kind of lonely about that. Meanwhile, whenever I get into some kind of life threatening situation I get excited and think "this is it boys! It's happening!"

 

[Outandproud]

Well this answerings i just read kind of surprised me. Theres a middle aged guy from US looking for girls to killed by choking while fantasy raping them, for free. He offered that to me so eventually he will find you too. I have to say that if you would agree to go on with something like this, don't be naive and think about ALL the possibilities. This kind of person are not doing charity, they get excited by seing women suffering. And once they can get you onto a forest, if u change your mind I doubt you would have the option to back out. You could be tied up and raped with a stick, cut your tits off, or whatever this person wants to do to you. Being that said, i wish you all the best and its still your free will and risk. Im not judging you fellow suicidals. Its the people than want to take advantage of it that i dislike. For the ones saying their family members will find more comfort knowing you got murdered and not committ suicide, I understand the point. But think that they won't have peace until your murderer is in prision, and all the legal process and stress they will go trough. That, if they ever find him and if they ever find your body in the first place. Btw the guy that offered to kill me said he was a member of SS but didn't said his username. He only contacted me on telegram.

 

[charlotte_]

I've had several fantasies of being shot in the head by someone. My SI is too high for me to be able to do anything to myself

 

[sorrowful]

i think about it often