Anyone else who lost everything because of one stupid mistake?

[ddd1234]

I lived perfect life just 2-3 months ago. Then I made a stupid mistake, fell into depression, and when I recognized what I've done my organism started to produce unbelievable amounts of cortisol and adrenaline resulting in non stop anxiety. After a couple of weeks in this state, I am zombie not a human being with no emotions. cannot enjoy anything, have suicidal thoughts non-stop. For me, it is so surrealistic, that something like this can happen in such a short period of time and because of one mistake.
If I fell ill in some physical disease at least I would bear it with dignity, believe me. I would try to give a good example to others. It would be in some way meaningful.

But because I got this shitty agitated depression by a stupid mistake, that is even so embarrassing to tell anybody, one stupid mistake that ruined my whole life, I cannot look at the mirror. I started behaving very weirdly due to enormous anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts, and all my family looks at me with disgrace. What a shame, I used to be very respected.

The only thing that I didn't lose entirely is money(savings) but it has no value to me at this moment.

I wonder if anybody else experienced something so bizarre as my situation.

 

[Smart No More]

I am in similar situation. Kind of. Had a great life before this shit made me so ill.

I've seen you mention your mistake a few times now. What was the mistake?

 

[ddd1234]

I've seen you mention your mistake a few times now. What was the mistake?

Too embarrassing to write. Maybe another time I will share. Sorry.

 

[NormaJeane]

All people make mistakes.

 

[Smart No More]

Agreed.

 

[Rational man]

We make choices so.regret ain't going to change things. Though its difficult, finding a way to forgive yourself can be a start. As with so many guys like me heartfelt mistake often the worst. Loss of someone. PEACE❤

 

[Dot]

Lfe & futre ruind bc dd YouTbe dp relaxatn hypnoss & opend up psyche 2 mre thn it cn hndle. Lst evrythng & waitng untl am abl 2 ctb.

 

[whywere]

HI! I am 65, reference for this post, and oh my, YES, I have made mistakes. A few made my life lousy for sure and that is why I never have friends where I live.

My heart aches for you, for real, as I know the pain that it can cause. BUT...BUT you have all the folks here on SS and we are like a huge, and getting bigger!! YA! that looks out for one another.

I really love having friends like you, as one can tell from your post that you are a caring, warm and thoughtful soul. You are a good friend to me, as I love folks who think of one another, and I am always around to talk with.

Sending lots of love, hugs and sunny blue skies with lots and lots of warm sun basking on you.

Walter

 

[FuneralCry]

For me the big mistake was being born, but of course there was no way I could have prevented that as it was not my choice. When I was born, I lost my ability to not experience life. Living is very painful. Life is pointless suffering.
Sometimes with mistakes, at the time we thought our actions were for the best. We did not know any better. Regret can be an horrible feeling as we cannot turn back time and change things. I hope you find peace.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

One stupid mistake that led into another.
I allowed my girlfriend to have sex with this guy she met after she promised it would be meaningless (She has been very sexually adventurous in her past but wanted desperately to have a family with me or so she said)

She ended up falling for him and dumping me which threw me into a cataclysmic tailspin.

I didn't sleep for a month and ended up panic selling a huge chunk of stock at a massive loss during a one-day mini crash.

Selling that stock literally changed my life. If had held onto it, It would've been my Hail Mary ticket to financial freedom under the guidance of a financial guru friend of mine… I watched all those stocks skyrocket after I sold it.

Since I'm probably not gonna end up flipping burgers… Here I am…

 

[Simba]

To a certain extent - yes. I dont exactly know if i lost everything since i still live with my family.. i did make mistakes ,mistakes that to this day i regret doing them.. 1 mistake i did basically ended up leading 1 2 people to say false stuff about me and telling to others private stuff about me and even going as far to saying about filing a complaint againt me in police ,and then saying that cops will probably wont do nothing to me cause of my mental state etc.. all that lasted bout half year plus minus :/ no amount of apology was going to help but eventually they let me back in to their whatsapp group but never got an apology from them soo yeah i guess.. i just thought/think that my life is pretty much over here in my country and i have this thought that if i lived somewhere else maybe i could start from begining i guess ,dunno ...

 

[Sslsh]

The only thing I've been doing consistently and with perfection is taking wrong life decisions.

 

[Belljar]

I committed one crime on impulse that ended up destroying my entire future. I was manic and stressed and said oh it will be fine
It wasn't and it killed me.

 

[PerpetualPain]

I took the drug Finasteride for the sake of vanity and it has completely destroyed my life. I live with regret every single day.

 

[Sadhelp]

I lived perfect life just 2-3 months ago. Then I made a stupid mistake, fell into depression, and when I recognized what I've done my organism started to produce unbelievable amounts of cortisol and adrenaline resulting in non stop anxiety. After a couple of weeks in this state, I am zombie not a human being with no emotions. cannot enjoy anything, have suicidal thoughts non-stop. For me, it is so surrealistic, that something like this can happen in such a short period of time and because of one mistake.
If I fell ill in some physical disease at least I would bear it with dignity, believe me. I would try to give a good example to others. It would be in some way meaningful.

But because I got this shitty agitated depression by a stupid mistake, that is even so embarrassing to tell anybody, one stupid mistake that ruined my whole life, I cannot look at the mirror. I started behaving very weirdly due to enormous anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts, and all my family looks at me with disgrace. What a shame, I used to be very respected.

The only thing that I didn't lose entirely is money(savings) but it has no value to me at this moment.

I wonder if anybody else experienced something so bizarre as my situation.

Thats exactly what happened to me.

I lost all sense of happines because i tried to help people but ended up ruining mine instead.

I canT TAKe IT OUT OF My HEaD

 

[Meretlein]

I am deeply sorry to hear this. I am sure it is agonizing to go from loving life to being suicidal in such a short time.

I lost what made my life worth living the same way most things are all in life, first slowly and then suddenly. My experience with forced psychiatry is what pushed me past the event horizon, there is no coming back from the damage that experience reverberated across my life.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Yeah I made a mistake and ruined my entire life. Life was amazing just a few months ago

 

[Umeboahi]

Yes

 

[endme]

The only thing I've been doing consistently and with perfection is taking wrong life decisions.

can relate to this.
for me it is basically that i made the same mistake twice
long story short: love one girl, get into a relationship, give all your energy and savings into the relationship and get fuckd completly

now here i am 26, lost my job, my uni place, and just everything else i was thriving for
have no energy, no savings, no willpower to do anything anymore

i dont want to start from 0 with 26, i had to move places twice because of this, i was in therapy for this, i tried to talk to people about this but no one can understand my perspective and frustration

just wanna make clear its not that i wanna ctb because of my ex or a relationship in gernal, it was just the last thing to finish me off

the main reason for me is just i dont see a purpose in this life, i have everything i need and want and yet i couldnt care less about this world
so much stupid stuff is happening daily, how people think and behave, and the type of country i live in does not help

One stupid mistake that led into another.
I allowed my girlfriend to have sex with this guy she met after she promised it would be meaningless (She has been very sexually adventurous in her past but wanted desperately to have a family with me or so she said)

She ended up falling for him and dumping me which threw me into a cataclysmic tailspin.

I didn't sleep for a month and ended up panic selling a huge chunk of stock at a massive loss during a one-day mini crash.

Selling that stock literally changed my life. If had held onto it, It would've been my Hail Mary ticket to financial freedom under the guidance of a financial guru friend of mine… I watched all those stocks skyrocket after I sold it.

Since I'm probably not gonna end up flipping burgers… Here I am…

so yea i guess i can relate

 

[healthrecovery]

I had the best life you can imagine..then i took a shot of invega sustenna in the hospital..game over

 

[Dot]

I had the best life you can imagine..then i took a shot of invega sustenna in the hospital..game over

Wht dd it do

 

[healthrecovery]

Wht dd it do

Gave me some sort of brain damage which could be permanent i lost all my emotions, my personality, interest, hobbies...it demolished my soul and my body completely..it reduced me to a fraction of what i used to be. Just with one fucking shot..it can take years to recover just from one freaking shot and there is no guarantee....i turned into a zombie overnight...i'm constantly anxious, sedated, always on edge i never can relax or feel good . I lost all my motivation and completely destroyed my sex life as well i have no sex drive anymore and stopped producing semen.

Total chemical lobotomy turned my life into a complete nightmare i'm suffering everyday

Not only tis it also destroyed me spititually i cant feel my heart or heart chakra anymore

 

[ddd1234]

Gave me some sort of brain damage which could be permanent i lost all my emotions, my personality, interest, hobbies...it demolished my soul and my body completely..it reduced me to a fraction of what i used to be. Just with one fucking shot..it can take years to recover just from one freaking shot and there is no guarantee....i turned into a zombie overnight...i'm constantly anxious, sedated, always on edge i never can relax or feel good . I lost all my motivation and completely destroyed my sex life as well i have no sex drive anymore and stopped producing semen.

Total chemical lobotomy turned my life into a complete nightmare i'm suffering everyday

I feel the same

 

[8evergo]

stupid mistake something like this almost always happens to me I'm just a dumbass

 

[healthrecovery]

I feel the same

Youre on invega sustenna too?

 

[ddd1234]

Youre on invega sustenna too?

nope, but the effect is the same. I am zombie now and previously had lot of hobbies.

 

[Dot]

Gave me some sort of brain damage which could be permanent i lost all my emotions, my personality, interest, hobbies...it demolished my soul and my body completely..it reduced me to a fraction of what i used to be. Just with one fucking shot..it can take years to recover just from one freaking shot and there is no guarantee....i turned into a zombie overnight...i'm constantly anxious, sedated, always on edge i never can relax or feel good . I lost all my motivation and completely destroyed my sex life as well i have no sex drive anymore and stopped producing semen.

Total chemical lobotomy turned my life into a complete nightmare i'm suffering everyday

Not only tis it also destroyed me spititually i cant feel my heart or heart chakra anymore

Nt surprsd u endd up hre. Srry hs bn so hrd 4 u.

 

[healthrecovery]

nope, but the effect is the same. I am zombie now and previously had lot of hobbies.

How long ago did you receive a shot or took medications? I've been waiting 3 months already and no recovery

 

[ddd1234]

I didn't receive a shot. I made a mistake, fell into a deep depression and anxiety, and feel this way. I need CBT ASAP because my mind is going crazy.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

One stupid mistake that led into another.
I allowed my girlfriend to have sex with this guy she met after she promised it would be meaningless (She has been very sexually adventurous in her past but wanted desperately to have a family with me or so she said)

She ended up falling for him and dumping me which threw me into a cataclysmic tailspin.

I didn't sleep for a month and ended up panic selling a huge chunk of stock at a massive loss during a one-day mini crash.

Selling that stock literally changed my life. If had held onto it, It would've been my Hail Mary ticket to financial freedom under the guidance of a financial guru friend of mine… I watched all those stocks skyrocket after I sold it.

Since I'm probably not gonna end up flipping burgers… Here I am…

Understandable. The stock market ruins more lives than it saves.

I had the best life you can imagine..then i took a shot of invega sustenna in the hospital..game over

What sequence of events lead to taking the shot?

Yeah I made a mistake and ruined my entire life. Life was amazing just a few months ago

Career mistake? Friends?