As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.
Yeah, the big problem was that it wasn't planned at all. It was a very impulsive thing without any thought at all. I freaked out. Hadn't slept in weeks, was so over stressed with life events and my own decisions that led to them, that I made everything worse by injuring myself. I don't know if I'd want to CTB now had I not injured myself if that makes sense? But also at the same time part of me has accepted I've fucked up so bad and I can end it now.
I still dont think its stupid you were just hurting impulsive decisions happen Please try to have some empathy for yourself sending you virtual Hug
Thank you, I really appreciate that. It's been a few months now and I've beaten myself up pretty much every single day since. The only thing that's let me calm down and let go is knowing I've got SN on hand now.
