Anyone else pray at night to not wake up?

[weisel]

Am I the only one who prays at night to not wake up?
I've been praying for this since I was 13 years old. I'm 31 now. I was just wondering if anyone else did.

 

[meatclown]

I have faith too

 

[thrashisland]

i do too

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

when i wake, i'm a bit of a zombie. when i can form a thought, it is 'shit i woke up again'

 

[Forever Sleep]

I don't pray anymore but it is a hope each night that I won't and it's always a crushing disappointment when I do.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm with you!! I wish for a natural death every evening while sleeping for quite some time. You're not alone with this desire!

 

[BloomingStrella]

I'm not religious, but I have prayed on occasions for my death, ever since I was 14. It's ironic there's so many ways for society to help you stay alive, yet barely any options for those who want to catch a ride on the bus.

 

[アホペンギン]

I pray for this every single night, have been doing it since I was 12. I'm 18 now. Unfortunately, I was never lucky enough for my desires to be answered.

 

[ChronicPain23]

I don't pray, because it won't do anything.
I just want to fall asleep and not wake up, just die.

 

[GreenBanana23]

Honestly wondering if there's something I could take or do to enhance the possibility of passing during sleep

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Honestly wondering if there's something I could take or do to enhance the possibility of passing during sleep

It's either you want to pass out and CTB while being asleep or you don't. Imo there's nothing in between just to "enhance the possibility". Far too much risk of failure and risks for permanent physical damage.

Passing out while sleeping is imo best with researched drug/med ODs as described in the PPeH.

 

[ihatethisplanet]

I keep asking God to take whatever remaining years I have and give them to someone ill who wants to live. It will never work. Knowing my luck, if I don't ctb, I will live to my 90s like both of my grandmothers. I feel so trapped here. CTB goes against my faith, but I just don't know how I'm going to manage being stuck here for gosh knows how long.

And although my faith doesn't believe in reincarnation, I'm still afraid it exists and I'll have to come back here.

 

[DazaiKinnie]

Am I the only one who prays at night to not wake up?
I've been praying for this since I was 13 years old. I'm 31 now. I was just wondering if anyone else did.

At least I hope I do.

 

[roguetrader]

The good news is that it'll work someday! But that day could be a few thousand days away

 

[Death is my goal]

i used to

 

[Hunter2005]

It doesn't work unfortunately

 

[dwtsleepy123]

same here, but i always end up being disappointed

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Yup every night.

 

[sammiechzxv]

Every night but it's never worked lol

 

[venin]

Am I the only one who prays at night to not wake up?
I've been praying for this since I was 13 years old. I'm 31 now. I was just wondering if anyone else did.

Me too

 

[Unknown21]

I don't have god to pray to, I'm an atheist. But i wish that with all my heart.

 

[enough of this]

Am I the only one who prays at night to not wake up?
I've been praying for this since I was 13 years old. I'm 31 now. I was just wondering if anyone else did.

I've prayed for quite some time that I die in my sleep. I'm always disappointed when I wake up in the morning.

 

[Csmith8827]

Every night. In my heart.

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Yes. It's become part of my nightly prayers. God didn't help my little buddy get better or anything else though. I know it's shitty to pray for knowing there's people out there that have have it far worse who's prayers also go unanswered.

It makes me feel like I'm treating god like a genie though and I feel horrible for it. Just don't understand how needy people's prayers go unanswered, but so many trash people can be so fortunate.

 

[Eyler]

Used to! a lot when I was around really small of age. After a long time I gave up the thought of praying, losing faith.

Not that I don't mind no more, it would be nice if I could do it again though, convincing myself that it will surely happened. Since I lost faith now I'm just a "lost puppy" in different terms.

Either way hope everything goes all good for you.