tpboy
No Karma Cafe
- Aug 4, 2023
- 326
Timing is not to bad in the US with the upcoming elections. They onto themselves make me want to CBT.
2030 seems like a thousand years away for me.I had planned to be gone by 2030 when I was 14. I'm 18 now and I'm thinking of going on my 20th birthday. That is if I'm able to last that long. I just want my age to be a round number when I go. I know it probably sounds silly, but I want my end to be pretty and I think this would make me happy. I hope my end can be pretty. I prey that I will at least be allowed a pretty end.
I know it is not easy.I've set a date before and not gone through with it, so I get nervous about becoming too obsessed with dates.
Nonetheless, I'm incredibly anxious to go and am only sticking around to help my husband through something. On my first available chance, I plan to go. November 25. Fingers crossed.
I would pay a lot of money for it at this point.If I could get a hand on N I'd love to sleep and be gone.
Exactly, adding to that, from October all the way to January it's full of my friends birthdays (1 each week or so) so if I fail to do it before October I'm fucked because I have to wait until JanuaryI'm planning on going next month or sometime in the spring, I just can't do it during the holiday season and ruin that for my family
I will end my life by Jan 2024 at max. I will not be living beyond Jan, no matter what.Timing is not to bad in the US with the upcoming elections. They onto themselves make me want to CBT.