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- Aug 10, 2018
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probably r/gonewild heheWhat the hell subs are you visiting?
probably r/gonewild heheWhat the hell subs are you visiting?
why is it weird being alone? I hate other people so if I do manage to live long, i'd probably be all by myself or with family
Theres a reason why dogs exist, also wouldnt dying earlier be a good thing, especially for the people on this forumbecause evolution made humans sociale beings
all studies on that subject show that loneliness is unhealthy, raises cortisol and make humans unhappy
lonely people also die earlier in average
probably r/gonewild hehe
I have felt like you until I made love with my ex-girlfriend. To feel love and make love is something that at least once one must experience in life. I just had one girlfriend that wanted to make love with me. I was 34 years old. I had an ex-wife before, but she didn't like to make love with me. She was abused as a girl, so I was comprehensive. We use to make love once every 2 months and I was frustrated and my self steem got lower. What I want to say is that I think I can understand you. But, now I just can't think about making love. I'm not able to find a partner because I am a social skill disaster. I just don't have energies to show a good image of me to another person, and chat, or anything. I don't have money to go out ... so. And I want to ctb so I don't want any commitment to ctb when the time is right.I will say being a virgin does play a part in my wanting to ctb. While it is not the biggest reason or factor, it does affect me in some way, knowing that it is sad that what most people are able to get (or even take for granted), I struggle to get (prostitution and brothels might solve the problem for me -- as I'm only looking to experience the physical aspect of 'sex' in my life just once, before I die.). Also, yes I know that having sex or not will not solve all my problems, but if it does make life more tolerable or increase my quality of life, then it's better than nothing.
Okay then. Guess I gotta start frequenting a few different subs lol. Only problem is I live outside of the western world so it'd be pretty much pointless because most users seem to be US based and even the ones who aren't are still nowhere near me whatsoever. Whatever. Congrats on that experience bro. Hope it was fun.She did post on that too but I found her on RandomActsofBlowjobs. She was just recently seperated from her husband and was a bit open to play. I sold myself as a 10 year dryspell since college.
10000% this - I WISH I was still a virgin. Sex leads to a lot of problems and I genuinely feel like I wouldn't be half as traumatised as I am now if I had kept myself for marriage or something.Being cheated on is worse than being a virgin in my opinion. Or having someone who appeared to be into you go hook up with someone else and leave you hurt and confused.
"Then I looked, and there before me was the Lamb, standing on Mount Zion, and with him 144,000 who had his name and his Father's name written on their foreheads. 2 And I heard a sound from heaven like the roar of rushing waters and like a loud peal of thunder. The sound I heard was like that of harpists playing their harps. 3 And they sang a new song before the throne and before the four living creatures and the elders. No one could learn the song except the 144,000 who had been redeemed from the earth. 4 These are those who did not defile themselves with women, for they remained virgins. They follow the Lamb wherever he goes. They were purchased from among mankind and offered as firstfruits to God and the Lamb. 5 No lie was found in their mouths; they are blameless. "
Revelation 14:1-5
"Chastity is the lily of virtues, and makes men almost equal to Angels. Everything is beautiful in accordance with its purity. Now the purity of man is chastity, which is called honesty, and the observance of it, honor and also integrity; and its contrary is called corruption; in short, it has this peculiar excellence above the other virtues, that it preserves both soul and body fair and unspotted." -- Saint Francis de Sales
Thou should be proud of thy purity in this age of decadence