Discussion anyone else just really excited to kill themselves?

[jinmaopoison]

Thinking about it has me so giddy and happy like finally this fuckass bullshit will be over. Kicking my feet and giggling

 

[fedup1982]

I used to when I thought it was possible. FCK LIFE!

 

[jinmaopoison]

I used to when I thought it was possible. FCK LIFE!

I used to when I thought it was possible. FCK LIFE!

ikr I hope my shit comes in the mail so my nerves can finally be at peace. It being possible definitely makes you feel better. Hope you can find some peace man

 

[Forever Sleep]

More in a passive ideation way- I can't wait to be free of my life type of thing. Actually going through the process of killing myself scares me.

 

[fuewybfunsfoiceoi]

318 more days, legit the only thing that can relax me enough for me to fall asleep

 

[NonEssential]

I gave myself a date, it has me nervous but I just need to remind myself that it's better than the alternative.

 

[Luke77]

You don't get excited about something you know isn't going to happen

 

[Alexandra_]

I really want to commit suicide. But I can't do it yet due to certain circumstances

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Thinking about it has me so giddy and happy like finally this fuckass bullshit will be over. Kicking my feet and giggling

Yes I'm really excited to kill myself. Solving all my problems instantly and forever. Escaping this hell. No more suffering, pain, problems, bad memories = Non-existence forever the ultimate perfection

Finally being safe from unbearable pain

Eternal Non-existence is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly its a trillion times worse than the worst u can imagine

 

[Samael96]

Thinking about it has me so giddy and happy like finally this fuckass bullshit will be over. Kicking my feet and giggling

I really am, like finally being able to stop the pain and suffering, and on top of that also hoping for some sort of reincarnation gets me ever more excited, i keep thinking "i can't wait to find out what's on the other side", at the same time i am kinda scared of dying in itself, i wish it was just a simple sip of water that puts you to sleep and boom, you are gone without even noticing. I'm using SN so it's kinda close to that hope, but not quite

 

[jinmaopoison]

I really am, like finally being able to stop the pain and suffering, and on top of that also hoping for some sort of reincarnation gets me ever more excited, i keep thinking "i can't wait to find out what's on the other side", at the same time i am kinda scared of dying in itself, i wish it was just a simple sip of water that puts you to sleep and boom, you are gone without even noticing. I'm using SN so it's kinda close to that hope, but not quite

Read a thread that this person's two friends were unfortunately in pain but at least it's short and guaranteed :/

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Mildly excited

 

[58Alice85]

I cannot wait. I really hope the survival instinct doesn't get me!