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- Feb 11, 2020
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This sounds like me lol. I already tried jumping btw, it's fucking hard. You can't dawdle at beachy head either or you'll get stopped.Yeah, beachy head seems the best bet. High and easy to access. Some other spots around that aren't as high.
A gun would be better but no such luck in the uk lol
My mood swings so much atm that it's tough to commit. Some days I am so elated that I think all will be ok but that's just a dream
Yeah I don't really like heights either but on my bad days and with a bunch of meds I think I could do it. I've read about the people at beachy head also, would prefer not to get accosted!South East here, what are you struggling to get hold of?
This sounds like me lol. I already tried jumping btw, it's fucking hard. You can't dawdle at beachy head either or you'll get stopped.
Southwest uk here
I am finding it hardsourcing things too. I didn't thing it could be so hard just trying to get a few drugs....
Somerset
Its so hard when you feel physically unwell too. I am same. I hope you're ok.I am in UK also, The West Country. I am so desperate not to be here anymore, yet have no method which can use due to circumstances and very bad health problems which prevents alot of them. PLEASE take your time, I know how anxious you are but dont go rushing into a method, noone should go out of this world in a bad way. I am trying to find the most peaceful method I can, which is hard. I dont deserve a distressing passing.
@WhiskeyLulabuy I wonder what bits you are finding hard to aquire here? @Sadddd same for you, what method would you choose if could, I know you mention gun. Both of you take care and talk of helps, no rash decisions. I know thats hard to say but am in dire straits myself so do empathize.
Me tooFrom good old Yorkshire
So so hard.South East here, what are you struggling to get hold of?
This sounds like me lol. I already tried jumping btw, it's fucking hard. You can't dawdle at beachy head either or you'll get stopped.
Derbyshire aswellI am in Derbyshire. I am willing to travel to end my life.
I know the dilemma. So stressed at the moment, knowing I will never be happy. No solutions.I can't make basic decisions atm let alone learn the knots, find somewhere, organise to not be found. Getting it wrong could mean paralysis etc etc but still living
In East Anglia tooI'm in East Anglia, let me know if you want to talk anything through