rabbithole
Experienced
- Oct 26, 2020
- 271
Help me feel less alone please lol. Even though I think there's hope in most situations there are some that there's just no way out of. I can't figure a way out of mine at all. My body is diseased...badly, my mind is diseased, also badly, and my heart is broken into pieces. I was hospitalized for two months, lots of dbt and cbt, did iop, individual therapy, ketamine, lots of psychotropic drugs and now might try TMS and then ECT. But it's useless. I'm depressed because of my situation not for no reason.