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failedmind

failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
199
i used to eat my feelings which resulted in me gaining 60 pounds in 6 months but now i literally cant eat. my mental health is so fucked. i dropped 30 pounds bc my appetite is gone. i need to eat more today but everything makes me feel sick. im so depressed i cant even eat anymore.
 
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BookShelf

BookShelf

At the very end, you can only trust yourself.
Jan 2, 2023
103
I am in the opposite end, I wish i could just end the appetite completely.
I hate how food is so vital for humans
 
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CatsMeow

ASD
May 21, 2026
7
Same for me. Somehow getting ingredients and making the food itself, even something simple as a literal sandwhich is tiring. I just result into drinking coffee which I'm anyways addicted to
 
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morina

Member
Apr 11, 2026
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i used to eat my feelings which resulted in me gaining 60 pounds in 6 months but now i literally cant eat. my mental health is so fucked. i dropped 30 pounds bc my appetite is gone. i need to eat more today but everything makes me feel sick. im so depressed i cant even eat anymore.
My appetite is basically random. Some days I eat nothing, some days I eat way too much. Though since the fluctuations are daily instead of monthly, I consistently manage to maintain a healthy weight, which is nice ig.
 
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LXR515

Member
Jun 12, 2024
45
I feel that heavy unless I force myself to eat there's like no drive for it.
 
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isthisthingon

Student
May 16, 2026
189
Same for me. Somehow getting ingredients and making the food itself, even something simple as a literal sandwhich is tiring. I just result into drinking coffee which I'm anyways addicted to
This is how I feel. No energy to even prepare a single meal, even showering makes me tired.

I try to take advantage of the days I'm actually hungry by consuming higher caloric food, but hunger is a rarity these days. One meal a day is usually all I can consume.
 
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c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
69
same here, if i cant find anything that i really like to then i probably wont eat. I'll have a few snacks throughout the day but I'll never eat any actual food unless it's takeout which i don't get much. i haven't checked in a while but i think my weight dropped to 40kg, my health is deteriorating and i can hardly keep my body up without getting extreme pain but i don't really care anymore
 
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keiangel1

loser lol
Feb 19, 2026
5
i used to eat my feelings
literally me. been stuck in a binge-restrict cycle for months now and i feel like shit. i always eat everything or nothing no in betweens and god i wish i could just eat like a normal person for once
 
killrockstars

killrockstars

Member
May 21, 2026
7
My appetite is so bad that I constantly have a strong taste of blood on my tongue, which makes me completely lose my desire to eat. Lately, I've been feeling very dizzy and having constant headaches because of it
 

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