Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
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i really know that I should put everything in boxes but I just want to go to my location and jump like right now.

I'll do the dishes and clean the bathroom and throw out the trash of course.

Leave not live**
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
I'm going to leave a huge mess behind.
 
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JayZT

JayZT

Member
Jul 12, 2018
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I'm going to clean my room. Wipe my phone and laptop and leave my room as if it had been empty for years.
 
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Jon86

Jon86

Specialist
Apr 9, 2018
369
I'm not planning on doing anything, got no energy for that. Would rather not pack up my stuff in boxes and live for another 6 months with my shit in boxes if I don't do it. I will wipe my internet history etc. i've done that a few times in the past.
 
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Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I'm going to clean my room. Wipe my phone and laptop and leave my room as if it had been empty for years.

How do I wipe my phone and laptop without physically destroying the hard drive? If I don't end up ctb, then I wouldn't have a phone or a computer
 
RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,143
I'm also going to clean my room before, I think. My initial plan was to move into my own apartement before I ctb because I didn't want to die in my parents house but I just figured out recently that I can't afford my own apartement. So I'll do it in a hotel instead. But I'm gonna leave behind a clean room. That's the least I can do. I don't want to burden close people more than necessary.
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
Knock over all the furniture? Lol

I just haven't been keeping the apartment clean or organized due to my inability to function. I have a mental illness and stay in bed all day so nothing ever gets done around the apartment. I don't have the energy to clean it in preparation of my ctb.
 
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JayZT

JayZT

Member
Jul 12, 2018
96
How do I wipe my phone and laptop without physically destroying the hard drive? If I don't end up ctb, then I wouldn't have a phone or a computer

You could always just erase all content on your iPhone through settings and delete everything off your laptop but I'm going to physically destroy both to be o the safe side.
 
RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,143
Why are people wiping their phone and computer before ctb if I may ask?
 
Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I just haven't been keeping the apartment clean or organized due to my inability to function. I have a mental illness and stay in bed all day so nothing ever gets done around the apartment. I don't have the energy to clean it in preparation of my ctb.

We're living the same day-to-day. I sometimes shower every several days, brush teeth every several days, run out of food and get groceries when i start to physically shake, clean toilet when a ring develops inside it.
 
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Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
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I'm also going to clean my room before, I think. My initial plan was to move into my own apartement before I ctb because I didn't want to die in my parents house but I just figured out recently that I can't afford my own apartement. So I'll do it in a hotel instead. But I'm gonna leave behind a clean room. That's the least I can do. I don't want to burden close people more than necessary.
I realized I can't afford next month's rent so that should give me reason to box everything up. Then it would be easy for someone to dispose of the boxes
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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I was just going to at least straighten it up, throw some stuff away. But otherwise I don't care how I leave it. Other pple can deal with it lol! I won't leave it spotless but not disgusting.
 
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PhilistineEars

PhilistineEars

Member
Jul 1, 2018
62
I moved in a a few weeks ago so all the moving boxes are still here.

I am leaving a document with important accounts and passwords to things like photos, finances, email etc. to make it easier for family to settle things.
 
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Rex

Lonely af
May 25, 2018
168
Why are people wiping their phone and computer before ctb if I may ask?
I don't plan on wiping my computer, but then I have a full disk encryption which you need to enter password before it even boots. So no one can use those easily by passable windows passwords.

I use a 3 set system, so if one encryption breaks... they still need to go break the other 2 encryptions. So at first if they tried to break my encryption they would be faced with AES as my first line of defence, if they ever cracked that, they'd have to break through Twofish encryption, and lastly if they broke through that; they would have to break through Serpent encryption.

As of writing this, all 3 remain unbroken.

"None of Twofish, Serpent and AES are currently known as broken, so as far as security is concerned, you can use any of them. AES has a slight advantage because it's very widely used, so if it gets broken you're more likely to hear about it and get relevant software updates quickly."

As for my phone, that's encrypted too but it's googles own encryption so I'm not sure i trust it... will remove the fingerprint ability to unlock my phone and change the pin to something they would never guess before i CTB.

Last thing I want is someone booting up my computer and accessing websites i've been on, or exchanges I've had. So yeah, I keep my PC on lock down lol.

To me, my whole life is revolved around being on the internet for ages now... so for someone to boot into my PC would be a grave violation of my privacy, don't want people snooping.
 
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