Anyone else going soon?

[yellowjasmine88]

It's a difficult thing knowing that you'll be gone in a few weeks and keeping any kind of company. Is there anyone here who is planning to ctb within a month or two? Anyone care to share plans?

 

[1001YellowDaffodils]

With any luck I'll be gone next month

 

[StarryStarry]

Yes.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I was, but of course ctb is easier said than done. I think if I had a peaceful way to exit I would already be gone, but I am held back by the fear of failure as well. I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[yellowjasmine88]

With any luck I'll be gone next month

Same here.

I wish I was, but of course ctb is easier said than done. I think if I had a peaceful way to exit I would already be gone, but I am held back by the fear of failure as well. I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

It makes sense. Ctb is indeed harder than what one might think, I wish you best of luck!

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

It seems a lot of people are waiting for the holiday season to be over, I presume, out of consideration for family. I've been so withdrawn and out of it I haven't even gotten anyone any presents. I usually LOVE giving presents. I feel like a walking ghost - it's hard to be present.

 

[little helpers]

It's a difficult thing knowing that you'll be gone in a few weeks and keeping any kind of company. Is there anyone here who is planning to ctb within a month or two? Anyone care to share plans?

I wish I could. by Christmas.

 

[Myl]

I really don't know when I'll go.

Ideally before my 22nd birthday so within a few months but I still don't have any real method or anything planned out and I want it to be peaceful.

I have set days like this in the past that sadly weren't it so I know what it feels like to me.
It made me super anxious, nervous and more withdrawn that usual in the few weeks before I was supposed to go.

Got super paranoid about anyone catching on to my plans and getting me thrown in a psych ward again (did end up happening but for a different reason.)

 

[vinie]

It seems a lot of people are waiting for the holiday season to be over, I presume, out of consideration for family.

There is a statistical link between suicide and holidays actually. It is very intriguing nevertheless. In my case, I'm waiting until the 2nd of January, mainly because of my family and the extremely strong pot my friends got for our New Years party. I want to get a nice high before I go lmao.

I advise everyone here to do a bit of research before proceeding with a plan. It is crucial to find a method you are comfortable with. It is also important to remember that you are in control of your life, therefore you can always turn back. Lastly, may peace find those who need it :)

 

[liberty_222]

With any luck I'll be gone tonight

 

[LilBird]

Collecting my supplies right now so yes

 

[yellowjasmine88]

Soon. Not soon enough, but soon.

For me, it's either stay in the burning building or jump.

It's the same with me. I choose to jump. Within a month.

 

[Flying Away]

In the process now.

 

[GOODHI]

i am just waiting for the sn to come

 

[yellowjasmine88]

i am just waiting for the sn to come

Same here. If I don't use hanging before then.

 

[Samsara]

If not this month via SN, hopefully late January or February at the latest with N.

 

[lonerclown666]

2022 will be my last year alive

 

[downndone]

Yes it will be within the next couple of months. I have some things I need/want to get done. I don't want to leave a pile of crap behind for others to deal with.

 

[sadnurse]

I don't think I will be here in 3 months or so

 

[bulljacket]

I'm leaning towards pulling the trigger the first week of January.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Soon

 

[YMN]

SN is coming next month. If all goes as planned I'll be gone by January/February.