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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
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I've been awake for over 24 hours, and while I can't articulate words that well, everything that I think is so much realer, my emotions and the static in my head is almost gone and everything hits like a train, every thought that i have almost makes me want to cry and I can't even muster to cry normally, it's something out of reach but when I'm like this I'm close to killing myself aswel, I feel like when I'll need to do it, I'll need to be awake for a long time before attempting, it just seems like I can finally have a say , my body can't keep me in check anymore and I can finally feel like I'm something other than chemical reactions in a shitty flesh prison. I don't know why that is but that's just how I am when I'm deprived of sleep, I can finally talk and say what's on my mind , I can finally get really angry and sad, something I can't do otherwise.

Anyone else happens to behave like this? I'd help me somewhat if I knew what it was specifically, maybe some of you do know or don't, maybe we can find out, no clue.
 
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Interesting experience. Thanks for sharing. Google claims:

  • Dopamine Release:
    Sleep deprivation can temporarily increase dopamine release, which is associated with increased alertness, energy, and focus, leading to a feeling of being "high" or more mentally active.

  • Reduced Inhibitory Effects:
    With less sleep, the brain's inhibitory functions (which help regulate impulses and thoughts) may be temporarily reduced, potentially leading to a feeling of clearer, more focused thinking.
 
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Aug 11, 2024
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Interesting experience. Thanks for sharing. Google claims:
Thank you for the "google claims" section of your post <3

Actually a great idea that you did that :D


Edit: Love the PFP Caroline's Party :P
 
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