Anyone else feels like this?

[mentalhealthfighter]

I feel like theres something very wrong with the world. I can't put my finger on it but its a sinister feeling. I just get these thoughts about all the Bad things that happen in the world and how we're all trying to survive and free will, idk. Anyone else got this? It feels like I'm starting to understand truths that will put me in a horrible mental prison

 

[deathisnear]

Absolutely, I feel this to the core every single day. It's really tough to have those feelings along side my normal anxiety and depression. I hate this world and what it's become and I plan on this being the last year I have to deal with it. Hopefully I can follow through with my CTB plans and be gone by the end of the year, peace sounds so good compared to this fucked up world we're in.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I warn you not to seek to be woke. It is better to go through life being ignorant of what is actually going on

 

[hʚll]

i always feel that there is something very wrong and evil everywhere. nowhere to hide. nothing to trust. it 's hopeless.. it hurts
i am sorry you get that sort of feeling too ): peace

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Absolutely, I feel this to the core every single day. It's really tough to have those feelings along side my normal anxiety and depression. I hate this world and what it's become and I plan on this being the last year I have to deal with it. Hopefully I can follow through with my CTB plans and be gone by the end of the year, peace sounds so good compared to this fucked up world we're in.

Peace to you my friend. What method are you going to use?

I warn you not to seek to be woke. It is better to go through life being ignorant of what is actually going on

well I dont have the motivation to become woke since nothing matters to me anyway. I just get taken over by thoughts about the things that I do already know (evolution, pessimism, etc) What do you think is going on?

 

[deathisnear]

Peace to you my friend. What method are you going to use?

well I dont have the motivation to become woke since nothing matters to me anyway. I just get taken over by thoughts about the things that I do already know (evolution, pessimism, etc) What do you think is going on?

Thank you friend - firearm

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

i always feel that there is something very wrong and evil everywhere. nowhere to hide. nothing to trust. it 's hopeless.. it hurts
i am sorry you get that sort of feeling too ): peace

I'm sorry youre feeling that way. I feel like this too. Like everyone is ignorant and I figured out the truth and now I'm fucked or something. Is this the start of some kind of psychosis?

Thank you friend - firearm

Are you sure that's a good way?

 

[deathisnear]

I'm sorry youre feeling that way. I feel like this too. Like everyone is ignorant and I figured out the truth and now I'm fucked or something. Is this the start of some kind of psychosis?

Are you sure that's a good way?

After all my research, it's the method I feel most comfortable with. I want instant lights out and I plan on going out in the country and doing it so the people that will be hurt by my ctb don't find me.

 

[hʚll]

Is this the start of some kind of psychosis?

maybe. i can't see how anyone can be mentally normal after knowing what we know

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

maybe. i can't see how anyone can be mentally normal after knowing what we know

I wish I knew someone like you in real life

 

[Kattt]

Isn't the sun overdue with it's exploding?

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Isn't the sun overdue with it's exploding?

Exploding? I was told it'd burn out.

 

[Kattt]

Exploding? I was told it'd burn out.

I was lied to! I was assured it would explode

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I was lied to! I was assured it would explode

Well, maybe it still can. With our help.

 

[Kattt]

Well, maybe it still can. With our help.

I like your thinking

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, upon every waking moment is feelings of dread and hopelessness. It just feels wrong for me to be alive, it has never felt right. There is many things wrong with this world and to think otherwise would be delusional. I see it as impossible to ignore all of the suffering in this world as that is what life is made up of essentially.

 

[deflationary]

I feel like theres something very wrong with the world. I can't put my finger on it but its a sinister feeling. I just get these thoughts about all the Bad things that happen in the world and how we're all trying to survive and free will, idk. Anyone else got this? It feels like I'm starting to understand truths that will put me in a horrible mental prison

Yes. Sinister is a good word to use. The way everything works at the deepest level is just ugly. The endless and mindless striving of it all.

I think most people are able to live okay lives only because they don't realize how everything they take for granted can actually be questioned. They unquestioningly buy into the values of the societies they're born into. Plus of course the ones that are common to (almost) all of humanity, like the valuation of life itself. It's all gross and absurd.

 

[Pisceslilith]

Yes, the world is extremely evil and not right. This is why it makes me so angry when most of the world knows that the world is fucked up but still choose to have kids and basically gamble with their lives knowing that they could possibly suffer but praying to sky daddy that it won't happen (which never works). I'm just ready to get the fuck out of here, I can't stand this place anymore. I genuinely hate it here, I don't care if things get better for me. I don't know who would want to stay here knowing what we know. This place is beyond weird.I feel like this is why they don't like hearing that we want to kill ourselves, misery sure does love company. They want us all to suffer and be ignorant like them.

 

[StolenLife]

It's eat or be eaten, the winnwe and the loser. Just knowig that there are people who lived through ww2 experiments or that one guy who got stuck in Nutty Putty cave fills me with horror of how much suffering goes on here. It was always evil and sinister but I swear it feels downright demonic ever since 2012.

 

[Ligottian]

Please do me a personal favor. Go to Youtube and type in "Thomas Ligotti This Degenerate Little Town" and tell me if that resonates with your feelings.