On the flip side, I often feel like I'm being forced to live and suffer. I'm terrified of reincarnation and having to start over in another life, and that's what keeps me here for the most part. It all boils down to fear of the unknown, I suppose. I can't bear the prospect of starting over as a baby and going through this agony again
I really want to kill the architects behind this trap.. Nothing would satisfy me as much as killing the root of all this evil. They govern from the shadows, and the Airs of Amnesia are their biggest shadow.
A word of advice for when your final breath comes, there's soul traffickers on the other side and they can trap you through illusions. Just be aware the war continues even after death. Don't buy into their lies, they desire to put you to sleep (amnesia) so you can be used as a battery powering their new creations.
They're the bearers of false gifts & broken promises. You can definitely be tricked into coming back here, as for being forced to reincarnate.. That can be accomplished via technological means & the building of specific machinery that would accomplish such an objective. They're far more wicked than what most people could've ever imagined. The criminal evil that's going on here is unprecedented.
Let me know if you're interested in hearing more, I feel your pain and it's still agonizing as my level of awareness became much higher.
The chains on huemanitree will only get freed once the real virus is deleted from existence. Until then, there will never be any true happiness or peace. Grasping the enormity of evil is a dangerous affair.