anyone else feel like they genuinely ruin everything

[wonderfulheaven]

"i want more friends" says uselessflesh (proceeds to cause trouble and ruin all of said friendships that i prayed endlessly for)

like am i seriously this pathetic. can i just be removed from life already. how can i even mend everything its all so far gone lmfao

 

[lack]

yes omg me this is me exactly. this is exactly how i feel too.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Been feeling like this since I was a kid and I was told I should have been aborted since I ruined said parents life. Used to resent that statement, but the fact that I am completely alone without anybody to help is proof positive they were right. I do nothing but ruin things and drag people down. I deserve to be alone and suffer greatly. Can't turn shit into gold after all....

 

[mel0dyz]

Yeah honestly no matter what I do I just feel like I'm making it worse for everyone else

 

[Spazsticatednoodle]

Don't blame yourself blame how unfair existence is and how it makes us struggle and suffer in life

"i want more friends" says uselessflesh (proceeds to cause trouble and ruin all of said friendships that i prayed endlessly for)

like am i seriously this pathetic. can i just be removed from life already. how can i even mend everything its all so far gone lmfao

 

[moonshyne]

these kind of thoughts are pretty common... if it makes you feel any better, the fact that so many people feel this way about themselves means its likely not actually true.

if everyone is a problem, then you cant be! ;)

 

[etme]

For real, It's only at a point where every awful decision in my life has cought up to me and now I'm at a state of just self inflicting the suffering
For real, It's only at a point where every awful decision in my life has cought up to me and now I'm at a state of just self inflicting the suffering

 

[Overwhelmed52]

I just have all the wrong instincts and so I end up messing things up even though I have the best intentions. I want to say something funny, it comes out obnoxious; I want to say something kind, it ends up being something the person doesn't want to hear, etc. I have tried joining clubs or volunteering to make friends but I'm just not someone people like to have around. I was just born with the unpopular gene, I guess.

 

[azoidant]

Same dude… I'm so incapable of social interaction… I sabotage any relationship I form.

 

[kunikuzushi]

Yes I get so many opportunities and ruin them all

 

[2messdup]

Yes

 

[qsocdu]

Yeah, that pretty much sums up my life, beautifully worded

 

[nomoredolor]

"i want more friends" says uselessflesh (proceeds to cause trouble and ruin all of said friendships that i prayed endlessly for)

like am i seriously this pathetic. can i just be removed from life already. how can i even mend everything its all so far gone lmfao

I relate to this so hard
I'm sorry you're going thru this
Sending love
I ruin all my relationships too
Anna

 

[TheHolySword]

Yes but I ruined everything on purpose. I wanted a way out. I wanted to spare those I could from losing me. So I destroyed everything I could, distanced myself everywhere else.

 

[Metalhead]

Been feeling like this since I was a kid and I was told I should have been aborted since I ruined said parents life. Used to resent that statement, but the fact that I am completely alone without anybody to help is proof positive they were right. I do nothing but ruin things and drag people down. I deserve to be alone and suffer greatly. Can't turn shit into gold after all....

ℹ resonate with your statement fully.

 

[altkey]

"i want more friends" says uselessflesh (proceeds to cause trouble and ruin all of said friendships that i prayed endlessly for)

like am i seriously this pathetic. can i just be removed from life already. how can i even mend everything its all so far gone lmfao

I also feel like this and heavily agree, I lost many (online) friends this year, and even though some of them were assholes and weren't fully my fault but nonetheless it still feels like im a shit person that ruins everything

 

[misamisachan1234]

im the same lol. i complain about not having a support system all the time but it's always too late whenever i notice that im the one pushing people away because my mental stability, or rather the lack thereof. i do impulsive things all the time and i guess those actions are the reason why i ruin everything. at this point it actually feels like i have nothing left now XDD