we are living in a dystopia. it doesnt matter whether one personally accepts it or not because its just our reality. it shouldnt be this way, and its our fault. it infuriates me how blissfully ignorant so many people choose to be. compared to the lifespan of the earth, or even how long humanity has been around, choosing to stay ignorant for ur blip of existence on this planet is the worst kind of selfish. we cant afford to be ignorant anymore. we cannot sustain this wishful thinking. and the fact that nothing that i or anyone else says will ever change those peoples minds, i cant not be furious at them for being so disgustingly selfish. of course it affects my mental health, im watching my own species destroy my and millions of other species' home. im watching my own species tear eachother apart and destroy eachother for things that dont matter. all while they tell those who try to stop them to shut up and get used to it, that the truth makes them too uncomfortable. how could one not be filled with burning hatred for the pure hypocrisy and self centeredness of those in power and the bootlickers who praise and protect them? its made me so fucking hopeless. nothing i do with my life will ever make a change, so the best thing for me to do would be to die so i dont waste anymore resources. idk if any of that made any sense but yes, we live in a dystopia and its our fault and it makes me want to die.