Sometimes I feel like too much of a loser to play video games or watch/read something I enjoy. Not even in a "I should be doing something productive" kind of way and more like in a "you don't deserve to have fun" kind of way.
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- Dec 24, 2025
- 954
this is my entire life. i buy clothes just to let them sit in my closet or drawer because i dont think im good enough to wear them. sometimes i wont even let myself listen to certain songs or watch certain shows or movies. this feels less ridiculous and more understandable than my last examples but i wont reach out to people when i feel super inferior either. i wont let myself be happy through limiting myself. i dont know how to get over it.
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Wasted it all.
- May 19, 2026
- 159
Feel the same way, it's been months that i've turned on my computer to play games, months that i watched movies/anime i adore and now i have trouble to find anything enjoyable food/drink wise...
There's nothing left to enjoy, i don't diserve to enjoy anything anyway...
