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IWantToSleep

Experienced
Dec 27, 2020
227
I say horribly cruel/offensive things I don't even believe, I don't even know why I do it because I'm blacked out. I'm trying not to drink but the guilt is really painful and just makes me want to die.
 
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nobodyspecial

Member
Jul 10, 2021
71
For me it always depends on a number of variables. When I am, I get it from my mom's side because that's how they all are. It's a weird thing to recognize for me.
 
logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
You should tell this to the person concerned and apologize - then you will feel better again.

And alcohol is never a solution.
 
Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,703
These sound like the perfect reason to not drink. There are programs to help with this if needed. Good luck.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
No, now I am pretty mute. My mom gets mean, but I am not around her anymore.
 
BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
Happy drunk here. Maybe stick to beer if you're blacking out regularly.
 

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