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Gaga786

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I developed it due to poor self-esteem and trauma and now I can't even speak without looking like a fool. Throughout my life, I was given looks because people hated how I spoke. I even got bullied because of it in school by students and teachers
 
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I get too excited and start speaking too fast and begin to stutter. Sometimes my hyperactive ass mind will be racing as I think and speak, so I mix up what I am trying to say, fumbling words and say words twice even. I grew up around knucklehead clowns where you got clowned for anything at all. I have been clowned on throughout my life for it. Sucks doing it in front of new people that don't know me, the most.
 
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I have real trouble expressing myself and stutter a little bit, it's not a proper stutter but I do stutter it drives me mad I just don't talk much as a result
 
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I developed it due to poor self-esteem and trauma and now I can't even speak without looking like a fool. Throughout my life, I was given looks because people hated how I spoke. I even got bullied because of it in school by students and teachers
I'm sorry. I thought it was from trying to speak too fast, but then I developped a stutter from a car accident. I took lots of B to rebuild brain nerves. But when stressed I stutter. It might be seizures. Maybe trying to go slow was wise after all, to avoid stress. Maybe practice at home alone. I'm a misanthrope, to me every human is a worthless piece of shit, you're not less, at least you're kind, I like you more than most. Maybe see your stutter as a piece of shit filter. The worst people will laugh & leave, the kind will give you a chance. I used to be impatient... Now I have to be patient with myself. If my stutter is stuck on a hard loop. I just stop & wait for the short circuit to stop. As if my motor functions can't keep up with my thoughts. So I wait for them to catch up, then, I try to say more. I used to speak crazy fast. When I start to stutter, I resent the person, because only those who stress me out make me stutter. So it's like a bullshit alarm. So instead to have low self esteem, I have low esteem on the people who stress me out. Why do we have to blame ourselves for everything. Sometimes the crap is from others. Like the asshole who hit me with his cat. And those who traumatized you enough to give you brain damage. I'm sure stress can because it requires b vitamins to spend energy dealung with crap... So we run out to renew brain nerves... And it goes to shit. Or maybe the doctor dropped you on the head as a baby. Either way, don't base your self esteem on something you can't chose or control. Handicaps feel shitty enough without getting crap for it & feel like crap. Just focus on healing & coping? Deserving us irrelevant. Life is unfair, so may life be unfair for your benefit. I wonder if singing alone prevents stuttering. I think not worrying about speaking perfect will make you stutter less. It burns you out to worry. I hope you'll find tricks. Give me some?
I have real trouble expressing myself and stutter a little bit, it's not a proper stutter but I do stutter it drives me mad I just don't talk much as a result
Practice makes perfect. It becomes a reflex & easier. Since my car accident, I can say a phone number in 1 go like a word, but don't say it differently (eleven instead if one one) or ask me if it's a 6 or a 8... Because that brain spot is mush. But reflexes are good. So if you speak more (at home alone?) It will become a reflex. I can speak faster than people can think. If I don't stutter from exhaustion.
 
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I think there are treatments that can help for some people, though my guess is that you are aware of what treatments are available.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I've always had it a little bit, was probably worse when I was younger. I've never been good at communicating and always hated talking, I prefer to be alone in my thoughts instead.
 
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Jul 1, 2020
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this probably isnt helpful (or maybe it will be because its a positive thing) but i think my SO has the cutest stutter ever and i absolutely love it.
 
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I have a pretty major stutter.
 

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