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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
I'm wondering how many other people on this forum want their back pain to finally end forever.
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
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wow. I'm so fucking sorry. I would have never imagined that back pain could get bad enough to be a sole motive of ctb
 
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Lone Wanderer

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Jul 28, 2022
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I'm wondering how many other people on this forum want their back pain to finally end forever.
I was actually born with one leg shorter than the other which caused me to have back pains for the rest of my life. All I can say just go see a chiropractor, man. Once you walk out of there you'll feel renewed.
 
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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
wow. I'm so fucking sorry. I would have never imagined that back pain could get bad enough to be a sole motive of ctb
You've just summarized the problem. My parents and the doctors thought back pain means nothing ("everybody has it nowadays"), so they totally missed the fact that my back pain comes from a severe spinal disease that needs to be treated immediately.
I was actually born with one leg shorter than the other which caused me to have back pains for the rest of my life. All I can say just go see a chiropractor, man. Once you walk out of there you'll feel renewed.
I know it may sound crazy, but have you thought about getting your leg amputated? This way you would get rid of the pain and you could still do 95% of things with the prosthesis
 
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Vanrock3000

Vanrock3000

The Noose is Waiting for Me
Aug 12, 2022
37
Back pain is part of my problems. Right now it isnt that bad, but I can see in the future if it gets worse to make my decision to CTB
 
inconsequential_

inconsequential_

Your coffin, or mine?
May 4, 2022
13
It's not all of it, but it is one of my largest motives for CTB. Unless I can afford drugs, I live every day in crippling pain and can often barely walk. I survived a very bad accident a few years back, and my spine is entirely fucked from it. I refuse to continue living like this.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I got back spasms back in 2009 when I stupidly agreed to help an elderly neighbor lift something, God knows what it weighed--Anyway next morning I was paralyzed with back pain, took me 30 minutes to go from my bed to my bedroom door worst pain in my life, paramedics came but luckily at the hospital, doctor said no damage done(back spasms), and ordered me to just start walking 2 miles a day, and that worked to cure it quickly---But if I had any back pain like that, that became chronic, I would not hesitate to CTB
 
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befree

befree

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Mar 22, 2022
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Chronic back pain for more than 25 years due to osteochondrosis. It started in the lumbar spine and since a couple of years it´s also in the cervical spine.
 
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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
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Chronic back pain for more than 25 years due to osteochondrosis. It started in the lumbar spine and since a couple of years it´s also in the cervical spine.
Same, severe osteochondrosis in cervical spine and thoracic spine
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
its not on my list, but having the constant discomfort/pain gone would be really nice.
spondlylolisthesis (i was born without 2 little bones that hold my spine in place so my spine fell out of place) and lumbar scoliosis. discovered when i was 13 (23 now) when i was leaning over doing some school work then suddenly was in a lot of pain. wasnt suppose to even partake in gym but my parents didnt give a shit so i was still doing labour intensive work (shoveling snow, hauling wood) when i wasnt even suppose to be using a trampoline. stop going to check ups because of them too. went for a checkup a couple years ago and he said it hasnt gotten worse, the pain sure as hell feels worse
 
sewercide

sewercide

drowning in the sewer
Aug 13, 2022
83
For me its chronic headaches and migraines :<
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
I'm wondering how many other people on this forum want their back pain to finally end forever.
I think I could fix back pain. But not what I have now. Feel free to try this:

I read a story, maybe in a book called doctor yoursel, by andrew saul, about healing By giving the bidy mega doses of nutrition...

The story about a guy with such back pain he had to sleep on a chair.

He tried to take as many vitamin c he could hold without too much diharea.

After 3 days he felt fine, cutting wood with an axe. His wife freaked out, he was cripled since years

I think what happened is that our diet of grains zero greens made us vitamin c deficient. Unable to make the collagen cushions between spine bones. So a disk slipped, compressed nerves. Eating greens, bone broth of melted collagen, and mega doses of vitamin c (try 20g minimum?... I take 4 minimum just to function, more if stressed.)

Once the collagen got thick, like elastics, the bone slipped back into place.

Back pain is also a sign that the adrenals are too stressed. They need vitamin C to make the adrenalin that free energy & give SI superpowers to survive. But it has to cannibalize vitamin C from tissues close to it... The lower back. They're on top of the kidneys so maybe eating artificial stuff or breathing toxins does it too.

I improved my knees that way after assault & a car accident. Used B vitamins to improve brain damage.

Avoiding grains & acids that makes inflammation helps. Allergens can be undiscovered.

Unless you got hit by a truck and have metal in your spine, or was born crooked... I think your body can rebuild itself, given enough of the right matetials.

Pain killers stops healing & increases sensitivity to pain. They don't work for me. I know how agony feels like. But probably healed faster with vitamin c.

Every 6, 7 years... The cells renew themselves. I bought a stronger clone... But then almost died 3 times in a year... I can't build a better clone in a poisonned home... And this time I did it by accident... No one has ideas on how to fix it. I found someone After months, the landlird refuse to let me pay for it... People tell me to shut up before I'm homeless... They don't care that the pain makes me suicidal... My eyes peel, I can't watch tv, skin peels. Took a relaxing bath git out with chemical burns. The worst is the brain confusion, chais thinking, hysterical crying. I lost myself, all credibility... I can't go out to play... Told I'm just a crazy liar...

I think you can be saved. All my cells tremble like needles inside, from poison or allergy... 1 body part To rebuild. I wish we could trade...

Eat only greens & meat. No coffee stimulants, it forces your adrenals to go faster & cannibalize your body harder...

Force feed yourself max vitamin c (for collagen) & b (for nerves). Try to od on c. I get 5g in 1 shot when stressed. Maybe start with 1g every... Hours? Maybe 2g... For better absorbtion they say slow?

Just shove it in there... Avoid stress, sit on your ass & force feed yourself stuff high in c. Freaking kale in soup. Do the total opposite of what our slave masters tell us. You'll get different result than a nation of depressed people.

I wish someone told me how to remove corrosive acid from bath, sinks, toilet, floors. Mixed vinegar with other crap... Don't eat vinegar.
I was actually born with one leg shorter than the other which caused me to have back pains for the rest of my life. All I can say just go see a chiropractor, man. Once you walk out of there you'll feel renewed.
I wonder if my nutrition tip would work for you. My legs are super crooked, but with lots if collagen from vitamin c I don't grind my bones as badly when walking... My knees used to lock in stairs...
You've just summarized the problem. My parents and the doctors thought back pain means nothing ("everybody has it nowadays"), so they totally missed the fact that my back pain comes from a severe spinal disease that needs to be treated immediately.

I know it may sound crazy, but have you thought about getting your leg amputated? This way you would get rid of the pain and you could still do 95% of things with the prosthesis
Oh god spunal disease from birth? Lack of B can fuck the baby's spune with a ball of nerve growing outside? Maybe goggle your disease with nutrition tips.

Oh god don't cut off legs, just wear 1 platform shoe?
 
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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
I think I could fix back pain. But not what I have now. Feel free to try this:

I read a story, maybe in a book called doctor yoursel, by andrew saul, about healing By giving the bidy mega doses of nutrition...

The story about a guy with such back pain he had to sleep on a chair.

He tried to take as many vitamin c he could hold without too much diharea.

After 3 days he felt fine, cutting wood with an axe. His wife freaked out, he was cripled since years

I think what happened is that our diet of grains zero greens made us vitamin c deficient. Unable to make the collagen cushions between spine bones. So a disk slipped, compressed nerves. Eating greens, bone broth of melted collagen, and mega doses of vitamin c (try 20g minimum?... I take 4 minimum just to function, more if stressed.)

Once the collagen got thick, like elastics, the bone slipped back into place.

Back pain is also a sign that the adrenals are too stressed. They need vitamin C to make the adrenalin that free energy & give SI superpowers to survive. But it has to cannibalize vitamin C from tissues close to it... The lower back. They're on top of the kidneys so maybe eating artificial stuff or breathing toxins does it too.

I improved my knees that way after assault & a car accident. Used B vitamins to improve brain damage.

Avoiding grains & acids that makes inflammation helps. Allergens can be undiscovered.

Unless you got hit by a truck and have metal in your spine, or was born crooked... I think your body can rebuild itself, given enough of the right matetials.

Pain killers stops healing & increases sensitivity to pain. They don't work for me. I know how agony feels like. But probably healed faster with vitamin c.

Every 6, 7 years... The cells renew themselves. I bought a stronger clone... But then almost died 3 times in a year... I can't build a better clone in a poisonned home... And this time I did it by accident... No one has ideas on how to fix it. I found someone After months, the landlird refuse to let me pay for it... People tell me to shut up before I'm homeless... They don't care that the pain makes me suicidal... My eyes peel, I can't watch tv, skin peels. Took a relaxing bath git out with chemical burns. The worst is the brain confusion, chais thinking, hysterical crying. I lost myself, all credibility... I can't go out to play... Told I'm just a crazy liar...

I think you can be saved. All my cells tremble like needles inside, from poison or allergy... 1 body part To rebuild. I wish we could trade...

Eat only greens & meat. No coffee stimulants, it forces your adrenals to go faster & cannibalize your body harder...

Force feed yourself max vitamin c (for collagen) & b (for nerves). Try to od on c. I get 5g in 1 shot when stressed. Maybe start with 1g every... Hours? Maybe 2g... For better absorbtion they say slow?

Just shove it in there... Avoid stress, sit on your ass & force feed yourself stuff high in c. Freaking kale in soup. Do the total opposite of what our slave masters tell us. You'll get different result than a nation of depressed people.

I wish someone told me how to remove corrosive acid from bath, sinks, toilet, floors. Mixed vinegar with other crap... Don't eat vinegar.

I wonder if my nutrition tip would work for you. My legs are super crooked, but with lots if collagen from vitamin c I don't grind my bones as badly when walking... My knees used to lock in stairs...

Oh god spunal disease from birth? Lack of B can fuck the baby's spune with a ball of nerve growing outside? Maybe goggle your disease with nutrition tips.

Oh god don't cut off legs, just wear 1 platform shoe?
Not from birth... it starts at 13 and it could have been cured if caught...
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Not from birth... it starts at 13 and it could have been cured if caught...
I'm so sorry. Maybe there is a way?

Being called a hypicndriac & left to suffer is probably my #1 reason to die, above pain... Because I could endure with care & hope. Not being called a liar by the suicide hotline too.

I hope you'll find a way to improve the pain at least a little until the bus arrives.
 
Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
Anybody else?
 
Krobo

Krobo

Member
Feb 5, 2023
38
Back pain that fluctuates between 2-5 on the pain scale wouldn't be enough motive to CTB on its own but is the straw that's breaking the camel's back for me. The most irksome part is that it could have entirely been prevented if I'd been given permission to take a break from work. I'd really like to throttle all the bosses in the world who run skeleton crews to save a handful of bucks (in Minecraft).
 

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