Anybody else planning on going tonight?

[D2021]

I feel the loneliness getting to me slowly, and this very moment I just want to let go, I'm putting the noose around my neck, and then I'm getting it of. I don't want another year, I want to die. Piece of shit existence, with piece of shit people (the ones who hurt me)! I want this nightmare to end, I guess I just need to try harder.

Bro if you can not to be a fanatic. Cry out to God and show me if you are real please show yourself to me in an obvious way and I believe He will hear you if you have a sincere heart. Please just try that before you do anything else.

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

Bro if you can not to be a fanatic. Cry out to God and show me if you are real please show yourself to me in an obvious way and I believe He will hear you if you have a sincere heart. Please just try that before you do anything else.

Dude, really? Virtue-signal much? What's next, "Jesus loves you"?!
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God ignored me since I was a baby. I remember praying to god as a child to take away my life. (I had suicide plans since I was 6, but I figured it wouldn't hurt to ask god for death too.) Well, that didn't work! It's my physical body, not my ghost, typing this. Come to think of it, god is a prick. Look at what he did to Job.

 

[D2021]

Dude, really? Virtue-signal much? What's next, "Jesus loves you"?!

This wasn't for you it was for AlexKy. I got a hug as you can see. So it was well received.

 

[AlexKy]

Dude, really? Virtue-signal much? What's next, "Jesus loves you"?!
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God ignored me since I was a baby. I remember praying to god as a child to take away my life. (I had suicide plans since I was 6, but I figured it wouldn't hurt to ask god for death too.) Well, that didn't work! It's my physical body, not my ghost, typing this. Come to think of it, god is a prick. Look at what he did to Job.

This wasn't for you it was for AlexKy. I got a hug as you can see. So it was well received.

Chaps please don't argue. I respect that you both are trying to help with the tools you have in your toolkit. Both of you have valid points which I respect.

 

[milly]

Dude, really? Virtue-signal much? What's next, "Jesus loves you"?!
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God ignored me since I was a baby. I remember praying to god as a child to take away my life. (I had suicide plans since I was 6, but I figured it wouldn't hurt to ask god for death too.) Well, that didn't work! It's my physical body, not my ghost, typing this. Come to think of it, god is a prick. Look at what he did to Job.

i agree God is a moron.

 

[Lost Magic]

No, I don't plan on going tonight but I want to go sometime this year. I have everything I need for a relatively peaceful death so I count myself lucky in a way.

 

[D2021]

Dude, really? Virtue-signal much? What's next, "Jesus loves you"?!
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God ignored me since I was a baby. I remember praying to god as a child to take away my life. (I had suicide plans since I was 6, but I figured it wouldn't hurt to ask god for death too.) Well, that didn't work! It's my physical body, not my ghost, typing this. Come to think of it, god is a prick. Look at what he did to Job.

Bro I'm sorry that happened to you but why would your Creator bring you into this world to meet your request to die. God doesn't meet our request that is not in line with His will.

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

Bro I'm sorry that happened to you but why would your Creator bring you into this world to meet your request to die. God doesn't meet our request that is not in line with His will.

Good point! But I was too stupid to realize that: (1) god would never go against his own whims, and (2) god derives much greater pleasure from seeing me alive and miserable, than from seeing me dead and happy. Not unlike my family and my the\rapist.