Caspers
Lost
- Jun 23, 2020
- 403
The only people I can freely talk to are two members from SS. I’ve found being on here has made me a little less lonely
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,899
Yup. I feel incredibly lonely at times since most of my irl friends are busy most times. I try to use my time by being here, listening to music, scrolling through Reddit and watching anime. Though I admit it is a bit annoying when most friends are "busy" yet I see them posting on Facebook.
Good4Nothing
Unlovable
- May 8, 2020
- 1,865
stygal
low-wage worker
- Oct 29, 2020
- 1,731
I‘ve never really (besides my partners when I was in a relationship and not even then 100 %) had a friend irl whom I could tell everything that’s going on inside my head.
That bothered me when I was younger now I‘m used to it.
Most people seem so different to me and preoccupied with insignificant stuff I don’t give a shit about.
That bothered me when I was younger now I‘m used to it.
Most people seem so different to me and preoccupied with insignificant stuff I don’t give a shit about.
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DeathBySuicide
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- Nov 30, 2020
- 46
I have a few friends, but only one who I can open up to and talk to without worrying about social anxiety. I find it easy to talk to people on here though, for reasons unbeknownst to me
i fall in love with someone every so often, and after a week or so, the flame goes out it seems, and i lose my mind. i need to die
Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 591
Yes and know. Sometimes talking to people depresses me other times I depress them.
i lost a friend recently who said outright i depress them and they dont want to talk to me. lol and i used to get told to not worry about telling the truth about myself. i need to die
Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 591
That's how it always is for me. When ever I start saying what's on my mind people begin to hate me or think to much. It's like I'm a vampire or a zombie munching on brains. But yeah life be better if I never existed. I wish my mom would've got an abortion or took birth control.
Yes I fell really alone, I had some people in my life but they left. Maybe they ended sick of me being disabled and depressed
i am waiting for this new relationship i am in to end. maybe it won't, chances are it will.
my mom had a c-section because i tied the umbilical cord around my neck. i wish she didn't
OpheliasFlowers
Specialist
- Apr 2, 2019
- 335
This is my situation too. People always disappear from my life if I even open up to them just a little bit. It's happened so many times but every time still hurts as much. Even if I don't open up to them much at all verbally, once they discover or realize just how physically a mess I am (which means I'm not someone who a) has a job and has money to go do things; and b) I am basically housebound) they disappear. No matter what these people claim about "caring"...they DON'T. Apparently no one wants to deal with a person with mental illness and/or chronic physical illness or disabilities. It hurts. Sorry I'm not 'good enough' for you assholes (meaning those 'friends' who have disappeared on me). :(
it's like life itself is a stigma. i can admit i'm not good enough to live it successfully, but yet i get stigmatized further for that?
Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 591
demuic
Life was a mistake
- Sep 12, 2020
- 1,379
Very true... I don't belong in this world and don't want to, I'm not someone who can work the daily grind, yet they won't let me leave.
Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 591
You do belong. You just have to find your tribe. A place to fit in. Instead of trying to fit in with people nothing like you.
i am pretty sure that i dont belong. everything that hasn't ended in failure, is tough and not funded
i relate, well put
Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 591
Fizz
Member
- Dec 3, 2020
- 29
I take a lot of comfort in dark humour on this topic and the memes are great for putting distance between my feelings and the reality of depression., Not having someone to share it with can be very lonely though.
Lotus
Experienced
- Dec 17, 2019
- 234
Yes, I don't know what I would do without this community. I feel kinda lucky in that way, since there is always someone here to talk to and most people here are so lovely and kind. But of course, I would like to have some close friends irl. Sadly, I guess I'm not a very likable person. I try, but when I do that it's just not me, and why bother doing that.
At first, I did.
Now, I don't give a sh*t! I find love and friendships pointless although I do recognize that having people who support you (for real) helps a lot.
Now, I don't give a sh*t! I find love and friendships pointless although I do recognize that having people who support you (for real) helps a lot.
You are all my friends and you help me get through the day. This is the only place where my wife doesn't have access to or sees what I talk about in here.