Discussion Any thoughts on this plan?

[varsity]

Yo. A few months back one of my best friends and former love of my life basically cut me off. I've got pretty much nobody else and I know this is it for me. Monday, I'm probably gonna talk to them and tell them how much they mean to me. If they insist that they never wanna talk to me again:

1) Say goodbye to dog and cats. Tell them how much I love them. They'll be fine, family will take care of them.

2) Pack razorblades

3) Bike into middle of the woods (~10ish miles from civilization is probably fine)

4) Lie down

5) Call an online friend who's been niceish to me, tell him goodbye (he'd have no way of getting me "help")

6) Cut wrists for results, I know where the arteries are

This is the best option I have right now because I don't have access to firearms or more effective ways of catching the bus unfortunately.

If, by some miracle, she tells me she wants to have any contact with me or gives a shit about me, I'll probably get on stronger SSRIs and attempt recovery. Probably like a 10% chance of that happening. Totally expecting to catch the bus Monday afternoon.

Any thoughts on this plan?

 

[CursedReality88]

You are on Sanctioned Suicide. I think you should look at the pinned thread for more options. Cutting wrist is not a great idea.

Someone here said

According to a HAravrd Study "Lethality of Suicide Methods" cutting works 1.2% of the time, only once in 87 attempts. So there is almost no chance that it will work

 

[varsity]

You are on Sanctioned Suicide. I think you should look at the pinned thread for more options. Cutting wrist is not a great idea

I wish I had more options. I'd totally do SN or tent method if I had access to it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Cutting wrists is really a self harm method rather than a reliable suicide one, there are lots of threads on here explaining that this method isn't recommended, it's not included in the suicide resource compilation for a reason. But I understand having limited access to suicide method options, I just find it so horrible how we cannot just reliably exit this world in peace. Sadly suicide just isn't straightforward in this world and that's the unfortunate reality but anyway I wish you the best.