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TydalWave

TydalWave

Brutally Self-Aware
Sep 20, 2022
436
Is there any significance behind the day's you wish to CTB? Has anyone put any thought into this?

I.e. In my opinion it would be cool to die on a mathematically or astrologically significant date for example.

Unfortunately not that many cool days in this category left in 2022...
 
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deathissosad

deathissosad

I will find you in the afterlife my Nanes. -boov 😢
Nov 17, 2022
173
I was going to ctb on the one year anniversary of my girlfriends suicide but i dont know if i can hold out that long. Every day gets worse
 
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Agon123

Agon123

Member
Sep 26, 2022
27
I plan to do it by the end of the year, so New Year's Eve seems like a pretty good idea.
 
B4mbi

B4mbi

Melly
Nov 11, 2022
77
I really wish that I died last year when I was 19, I want to die soon before my next birthday. I don't want to be any older when I ctb. I deserve to at least die tragically young damn it 😩
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,736
Nothing like that. I'm just gonna CTB once I'm old and unfixable. I'm pro choice but believe people should put significant effort into recovery first
 
TheCyberian

TheCyberian

Swinging in Her Cell
Nov 13, 2022
81
Not really. Once life becomes sufficiently unbearable I'll have a day or two dedicated to enjoying myself and then I'll CTB on the next day.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,270
In my case I see it as being best to ctb when the time feels right rather than trying to stick to a specific date set in advance. But I've always liked the sound of ctb on my birthday as it would make sense for me to end my existence on the day in which all the suffering started. I hate what birthdays represent, which is celebrating the fact that someone has existed for another year. In my case I never wanted anything to do with this horrific world and there is nothing worth celebrating in this life. Suffering shouldn't be glorified in any way.
 
TydalWave

TydalWave

Brutally Self-Aware
Sep 20, 2022
436
I was going to ctb on the one year anniversary of my girlfriends suicide but i dont know if i can hold out that long. Every day gets worse
This absolutely tears my broken heart.
I plan to do it by the end of the year, so New Year's Eve seems like a pretty good idea.
Always a particularly lonely day to be alone
In my case I see it as being best to ctb when the time feels right rather than trying to stick to a specific date set in advance. But I've always liked the sound of ctb on my birthday as it would make sense for me to end my existence on the day in which all the suffering started. I hate what birthdays represent, which is celebrating the fact that someone has existed for another year. In my case I never wanted anything to do with this horrific world and there is nothing worth celebrating in this life. Suffering shouldn't be glorified in any way.
Not sure if you have or want to be buried, but that would look pretty fine and dandy on a tombstone.

I like the idea of some passerby walking through a cemetery and seeing that in a passing glance and wondering the story there.
 
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spixs_macaw

waiting for a miracle
Sep 28, 2022
30
I also have difficulties with choosing a date. I like the thought of choosing a particular one on the other hand, I am still in the process of defining my method etc. And then there comes the part of 'I am ready now'. At this moment I plan with early spring next year
 
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KBye

Member
Sep 19, 2022
9
I don't have a specific date in mind, but probably after new years and away from any other holidays/events so I don't ruin it for my friends and family. Hopefully before my next birthday.
 
Minibosterita

Minibosterita

Just trying to fill the void
Mar 9, 2021
59
I have 2 possible dates. The day my life should've started and the anniversary of the day my heart should've stopped beating.
 
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castlebravo

castlebravo

Member
Oct 9, 2022
18
I thought about sometime after my daughter goes to college. Maybe when she graduates. I'm counting down the good days that have left before my neurological condition puts me in a wheelchair.

I figure my body will be pretty shot before then so I need to make sure I'm still physically able to do the deed.
 
Ultracheese

Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
489
I was gonna CTB on the one year anniversary of my best friends death but then I got caught. I'm going to do it on the second year anniversary, and this time not be as stupid.
 

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