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- Jan 7, 2020
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Darwin Akbar hahaMy religion is Evolution and Charles Darwin is the messenger.
Darwin Akbar hahaMy religion is Evolution and Charles Darwin is the messenger.
Please go and read Genesis, then come back and tell us again how the existence of Jehovah would be comforting.It would be comforting to believe in a god but I don't really know...
Sorry, are you talking about what beings I've met, or what religions/areas I've been involved in?What occult dealings and what spiritual movements have you meet ?
Sorry, are you talking about what beings I've met, or what religions/areas I've been involved in?
...I believe that the universe probably has an intelligent designer...
Ok.Both with zoom on which you have been involved
I understand how you feel towards watching others suffer , all I can say at the moment is that the earth is not being ignored .
Frankly I blame God for everything.
Me too! I'm Polythiest/ Panthiest! My chosen pantheon of Gods are the Celtic gods! I wear a Cernonnos/Herne necklace every where! I feel like I've come home. I've been Pagan for around twelve years! Nice to meet a fellow Pagan here!I'm a pagan
On design: there's a good chance we're all living in a simulation.
Somewhere up the chain, of course, is the real/non simulated universe.
I'm personally convinced that if this is a simulation, that a teenaged boy is running it, fucking with us all for entertainment.
Im a depressed Jewish woman too.My religion: I go out to eat on Yom Kippur, the holiest fast day of my religion and I go Michelin starred (cheaper at lunchtime). I sometimes shout "fuck you God" as I walk down quiet streets.
I find it really weird that when I had a happy balanced day (thanks to some vitamin or drug that never worked again) I started to feel the presence of God. Obviously, that disappears when my brain chemistry reverted to normal.
The truth is I entirely believe in God, I am just suffering too much to feel it. I prayed so many times to get better and always believed I would - and now I do not believe I will. I had several mystical experiences during my younger days, including one day where I felt immense love for everybody (totally sober and very profound). But now, my marriage ended, I've been bedridden for a year, everything I ever believed in has been disproved and I look back with shame on my madness. When I took Ayahuasca, I was singing songs to Jesus spontaneously.
I also feel sorry for God - as I see that God has to witness so much horror and suffering, hopefully with compassion. But to witness the evil and suffering - I can't imagine what God goes through. While I am not Christian, that is my idea of Jesus on the cross. Jesus metaphorically crucified by witnessing the suffering and evil.
I don't believe in free will and I believe some of us were simply born with suicidal brains. The science bears this out - suicidal brains are wired differently.
Frankly I blame God for everything.