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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,199
I don't belong anywhere.
there is no reason for me to even leave the house, as I am not welcomed anywhere.
I never fit in and was never accepted for 3 decades.

Always treated like a worthless, invisible, alien no one cares about

Maybe i belong in the cemetary
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,748
I don't belong anywhere

I only want to not exist

For one thing I have different beliefs than the normies

Nowhere have I found that someone even imagines what I think reality is
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
547
Same. I never fit in, I always felt like an outsider or a spy.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,920
Yes of course but I'd never wish to belong anywhere anyway, I'm not meant to be burdened with something so futile and torturous as human existence, I'm only meant to be permanently unconscious, I'm only meant for the true peace of eternal nothingness. There's no value in being trapped in this undesirable existence and I'd be glad to permanently be free from this existence that was so harmfully imposed in the first place, only never existing is true perfection.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,274
I feel like an alien. I disassociate all the time and when people talk to me . Nothing feels real
 
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crystal_meth97

crystal_meth97

Nie mam zamiaru się poddać
May 1, 2024
155
Same. The way I experience the world, the way I view it, my disgust for people as a species, as well as my different opinions and beliefs make me feel like I don't belong, like I'm not meant to be here. There's a too wide gap between me and other people and it's very challenging for me to connect with others. Most of the time, I'm faking it. In real life, I mean, as I can express myself freely here and I feel safe. It feels lonely and alienating, but after 3 decades (also), I got used to it and I'm trying to reduce my suffering as much as I can, and this includes not having complicated relationships with other people.
 
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astonishedturnip

astonishedturnip

Like Christine Chubbuck, but sadder
Jan 16, 2024
224
Me... Always been a misfit. The friends I make almost always move on and upgrade, even if I put a big effort into maintaining the friendship. Never connected with anyone well enough to have a romantic partner. And in every club I join, etc., I just feel the annoying talking animal sidekick who needs to get written off the show. I see a ton of girls my age who click with each other immediately by talking about Taylor Swift, Grey's Anatomy and grabbing a mocha before a trip to the nail tech and it's like I can't even understand the language. It's like I fell off the assembly line somewhere and don't belong anywhere.

I'm sure after I CTB they'll all pretend they were just waiting for me to reach out though lol.
 
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xinino

xinino

Anti humanist
Mar 31, 2024
398
I belong to myself
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Yeah, I've never felt like I belonged anywhere before. I never felt a sense of connection or belonging
Same. I never fit in, I always felt like an outsider or a spy.
I always felt like an observer
Same. The way I experience the world, the way I view it, my disgust for people as a species, as well as my different opinions and beliefs make me feel like I don't belong, like I'm not meant to be here. There's a too wide gap between me and other people and it's very challenging for me to connect with others. Most of the time, I'm faking it. In real life, I mean, as I can express myself freely here and I feel safe. It feels lonely and alienating, but I got used to it and I'm trying to reduce my suffering as much as I can, and this includes not having complicated relationships with other people.
Same, but I've never had or wanted a relationship before
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,199
Yeah, I've never felt like I belonged anywhere before

I always felt like an observer
same. I am pretty much an invisible alien wherever I go. Work, gym, shops, parks. I am always ignored and rejected by humans
Over the years it made me resentful and hate society
 
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DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
Sep 13, 2023
607
I have never fit in with my family (relatives) that depends on how my mother has had children. It is not normal to have half-siblings a generation younger. The longer I live, the less I belong anywhere. The older someone gets, the smaller his or her circle of acquaintances tends to be. I don´t know anyone who wants anything to do with death and suicide. On the other hand, the slow death of old age is accepted. Social isolation depends on civilization. The hunter and gatherer is forced to cooperate to survive - there are hardly any lonely humans in nature.
 
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marchshift

marchshift

Member
Mar 15, 2024
89
I belong with my soul family/group. The last one passed away in 2021. I've felt disconnected and lost since then.
 
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Red Moon

Red Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
722
No, I don't feel like I belong anywhere and connect with anyone really. It's probably my autism why I'm like this.
 
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