Venting anxiety ruins my life

[shediedatsea]

anxiety dictates my life. it ruins my relationships and friendships. i can't have any normal social interaction due to this stupid social anxiety disorder. i constantly question myself and everything i do. i question my relationships all the time and im scared that the people around me dislike me, which results in me isolating myself, because i'd rather be alone than be disliked. anxiety ruins my relationships and my friendships. why can't i be normal? why can't i just talk? why do i go mute, when i have things i need to say? why do i ask for constant reassurance? why does my anxiety convince me of things that aren't true? anxiety is like a bacterial contamination, it's slowly taking over me and i'm letting it take control.

 

[2muchpain2]

same same same! this is my top reason for ctb. My anxiety ruins the life I have and it robs me of all happiness. I'm sorry this is happening to you.

 

[fuyacore]

used to be overwhelmed by constant anxiety, still overwhelmed sometimes like last few days. im trying to get over my traumas and flashbacks. things hurt and degrading my life. mostly i could only run away in avoidance and many short term comfort. my life is degrading when my anxiety take over.

it is horrible experience knowing that we couldn't do anything about it. mine starting from 12, peaked when i was 20, starting to get better until now im 24. but it resurface 2 days ago. now im trying my best to calm myself down.

anxiety broke my life. it is harsh. most aspect in my life dragged down by my anxiety. i hope you survive and manage to handle it eventually...